Thank you, Rodrigo and everyone else for your comments and sharing your appreciation. I've wanted to share this for a long time but never got started. I am glad to finally start sharing some of the specifics. Trust me, there is a lot more to tell. When this all started, I never would have guessed that I could share it with anyone, even strangers. Now I realize how unique ans special this type of relationship can be and I truly never enjoyed sex as much as I do now. And I know Allie enjoys it more than she could've imagined.
Time went on and her and Brady would see each other fairly often. She was worried at first that he wasn't in to her but eventaully he became more and more avaiable. That next week they saw each other during the week for a fuck and then again over the weekend. Misstress Allie loved talking about him to me and would tell me all of the details. It was like she got to relive her great nights with him through telling me about them. And when she would queen me, she would get so aroused.
She also was getting happier about her performance, which she admitted, she never ever focused on before. She said that when we used to have sex, she always knew I would get off so she never tried anything. Now she says she has fun finding new ways to be sexy and slutty for Brady and even tries her hardest to make him cum a lot. It even surprised me how much she talks about enjoying sucking his cock. I didn't understand it, becuase there is no stimulation in sucking a guy but she would go on and on about how she loves having it in her mouth. She would talk about him cumming and she had a sense of pride telling me "he came 4 times or 6 times, or however much." All I knew was that something about him turned her on so much that she couldn't control herself.
Even as they started meeting up fairly frequently, the whole thing still felt new to me and I could tell there was still a newness to it all to her, even though she looked and acted so comfortable as this dominate, misstress. But she still talked about getting turned on just by being naked in front of someone else.
On the femmenizing side, things had stayed relatively stable. I was still wearing panties exlusively, wearing make up on special occassions, and she would have me act lady like when we would "have sex." Every new day, I would get more comfortable with it. And every day, she would talk more and more to me like I was her little girl - her little sex slave. I knew what my role was. I would lick her to orgasm whenever she wanted (which was at least once a day) and she would give me a very disinterestted hand job maybe once a week. I would, of course, masturbate daily. I didn't tell her, but I am sure she knew. She didn't have any rule about it.
One Friday night, a few weekends later than this last post I wrote about, we were home alone. She was going to see Brady on Saturday for a "dinner date" and a fuck but Friday we were alone. We ate, had some wine, and then Misstress had me put on my makeup, and pick out a nightie. She would cat call and have me walk sexy around the living room and to be honest, I was starting to enjoy doing this type of stuff. She was dressed casually but she had me come over and she kissed me. We made out for quite awhile. We cuddled and caressed on the couch but it was significant for two reasons: 1 - I remember feeling like "the girl" in the relationship. Like I was trying desperately to please her, to kiss her well. She was so strong and forceful and this feeling had finally felt natural enough that I truly felt like her "girlfriend." and 2 - I thought while kissing her that we were not going to have sex. I knew what was in store for me was not penetration, or a hand job, or anything like that. I knew at that moment that it was all about her, and I liked it. (We did end up having sex but at that moment I was resigned to my duty).
We kissed and made out and I turned her on for quite a while. 30 minutes at least. Then she told me to sit like a good girl on the couch, in a sexy way, and she was going to the bedroom. When she came out, she had on her sexy lace robe gown and her strapon. She walked very menacingly toward me and I was so turned on. The first time I saw her with the strap on there was something sexy about it.
I was feeling so comfortable that I admitted to her that I found her so sexy when she had the strap on on. SHe asked me what I liked and I told her that it looked so sexy seeing the large cock hang between her legs, with her beautiful breats, and the whole thing just looked so sexy to me. She admitted that she loved wearing it and she loved how she felt knowing that hers was so much better than mine. She would measure it to mine over and over again.
We laid back down on the couch and cuddled. I sucked on her nipples and played with ass, I'd kiss her neck and she would kiss me and rub our smooth legs together. Then she whispered into my ear to suck it. The truth is, at this point, I wanted to. I still don't think I could've done it to a real cock or to anyone else, but at that moment, I wanted to suck her cock. I worked slowly down and she got more and more excited. "Suck it, baby. Suck my cock." Finally, I was down there, and I slipped it into my mouth. She simulated the feeling and became so aroused. She was genuinely turned on, but she was also playing it up, I know. She put her hands on my head gently and helped me down and back up. It was amazing. I could barely fit half of the large, thick dildo in my mouth. All the while she would tell me to "suck it, put it in your throat for me, take that dick." She was talking gently, in a really sexy way. It made me think that this must be exactly how Brady talks to her when she is on his cock. And that thought turned me on even more.
"I knew you would do it. I knew you would suck it. You're a slut, huh?" I would nod, cock still in my mouth. She laid back, put her hands behind her head and relaxed in 100% bliss. She had me suck her for what felt like eternity. Rub her tits, touch my face. We were both happy. She'd ask me, "what are you doing?" And make me answer her, "sucking your nice beautiful cock." She made me lick it from the bottom to the top.
After what must've been an hour of foreplay like this, she took it off and had me lick her pussy. She orgasmed nice and softly and then told me I could stick it in her if I put on a condom. I did. And I came so hard. She held me and we laid naked together all night. It remains one of the best nights of my life.