UK - I usually find something to keep myself occupied, be it a project in the garage (I always have several in-progress) or a movie or even stuff for work, I think I'd go crazy if I didn't. Even then, I enjoy a pause every now and then and glance at the clock and conjure up images of what they must be doing.
The early evening goes by quickly but the time after midnight goes by painfully slow at times. I try to stay away from the computer as the temptation can be mighty strong at times.
As far as how I feel now as compared to way back when she was with Brad - the days/time leading up to Fridays is now much less stressful as I sort of look forward to it. She knows very well what I'm thinking as she prances around the bedroom teasing me - and I wouldn't have it any other way. So between Wednesday and Friday - yes, it's much less anxiety ridden and it is actually quite a turn on at how open we are about her "waiting for Don" those nights. Sue even encourages me to have my fun on Wednesday (and Thursday if I so wanted - even Friday if I so chose) in our office with a variety of stories and videos. I do sort of look forward to letting my mind go - I"ll put Sue (in my head) in the videos (she knows I do) and let the arousal build up for a while before I let it loose. She'll tease me a bit when we get ready for bed.
So those times, yes, it's easier - I don't know if I'd say less intense though.
However, what I feel for her and with her on Friday nights has gone unchanged, if anything it may be more intense now as it is much more open between us and she is much less reluctant to share her experience with me. As I may have posted, they seem like continual "first dates" as I never know what I will find or experience when we do get together.
I half-jokingly and half-seriously told her that they should have come back here on Friday as it turned out our son stayed over a friends house so there were no kids home. She seemed surprised by that and said she'd thought I didn't want that. I told her what I'd posted here last week - that perhaps, maybe, if we tried it again, that here in our house, that it could be the 3 of us and that I could be a part of it instead of just kind of observing as I seem to do at Don's.
Well, that led to a serious discussion earlier today and she still seemed surprised that I would be okay and she brought up the whole bedroom/bed thing with me and then - before I could answer - she added and asked me plainly how I was going to deal with a big "wet spot" now that they don't use condoms like they were that time they were here. I was going to try to respond and she sort of kept going - still sounding surprised and she said that she didn't want to have to deal with it again if I had all sorts of weird feelings afterwards. Finally I had a moment and I just held her and said that I wanted to share the moment with her at least sometimes and that I thought that might be easier if it were here and then I quickly added that I was sure that I would be okay with it regardless of what happened. She smiled and giggled and threw her arms around me and held me and said she loved me.
So - we're heading out to dinner shortly but I already know that we'll be hot and sweaty later before we go to sleep...
Friday night, actually, Saturday morning she didn't get in until almost 2am, and even though she was quite tired out she still wanted a "quickie" with me if I was going to be okay with that. She said that she'd had quite a good time earlier and she was honest and said she didn't think she had another orgasm in her but that if I wanted to be quick, she was sure she'd enjoy herself anyway.
She's done this before, not recently, but many times in our past she's let me just fuck her till I cum and she tells me not to worry about her. This was no different and regardless - seeing her naked and wet - I'm always hard at that sight. She said she was even too tired to hold her legs back for me and that I "need to do it if that's what you want".
It is still a thrill to this day to slip into her wet and open pussy knowing how it got that way. A lot of times when we'll be fucking, I'll focus on things to make us both get off - but in the early morning hours like it was, I'd been horny for so long that all I needed to think about was Don's cock being in her like mine was and I was almost there.
I knew I'd be pretty quick as she felt so wonderful. I let my mind go back to that one moment when I'd been with them at his place and that was it - I closed my eyes and could see me being in front of Sue and her sucking me and then feeling her stop and her arch her back back at him and hearing and feeling them both cum - and a second later Don resting back on his knees with his cock just bobbing there, all wet and a thick drip of cum at the tip. I go back to that moment and I came instantly and collapsed on her.
She giggled and said something like "wow, you must have needed that" - and I did.