been a cuck off and on for 15 years. Now wife is once again not into it. Anyway I've been wanting to suck a cock and be humiliated forever. Came so close many times via Craigslist but never had the guts. Now cl is not an option. I need it to happen already. What is best way to get a cock in my mouth? The phone apps such as tinder seem risky as far as confidentiality.