I was befriended by a black gentleman in a hotel bar and invited back to his room (we were deep in conversation and he had run out of cigarrettes and wanted to go get some, so he invited me up to share a bottle of wine that he had up there.) I niavely accepted and after a couple of minutes in his room, he pulled out his large cock and told me to suck it for him. I told him that I wasn't gay or bisexual and he just laughed and said that he wasn't either...he said that to him I was just another white girl with tiny breasts and an overgrown clit. To this day I have no idea why I didn't bolt for the door...instead I got down on my knees and let him sexually abuse and humiliate me for the next 4 hours. My cock was rock hard during the entire episode despite the fact that half the time I was either gagging, or in pain, or wondering what the fuck I was doing there. The night ended with my being made to lick my come off of the back of his leg, the floor, and his bed-cover after being allowed to hump his leg as I stuck my tongue up his ass. It was by far the most powerful orgasm of my entire life and I found myself hooked. I spent every night in his room until he left town. He insisted that I dress in women's underwear for him and took me to Victoria's Secret in a mall to pick some out. When the sales girl asked if we were shopping for our wives or girlfriends he calmly told her that it was for me! I was seriously embarrassed and humiliated but also inexplicably turned on. The girl was as mortified and uncomfortable with the situation as I was but he handled her smoothly and she actually helped him to pick out styles that he liked and that she thought would flatter my figure!
In the three years since then I have met him on a regular basis when our business travel schedules align or can be adjusted to overlap. On several occasions I have travelled specifically at his reqest. I do whatever he wants me to (I have done some crazy things for him...and for some of his friends/business associates,too) in hopes that he'll let me hump his leg while I tongue his ass. Sometimes he lets me and sometimes he makes me suffer.
By the way, he breaks one of the stereotypes that this site and others like it sometimes unwittingly promote; he is by no means a "thug", on the contrary he is a well spoken, ivy-league educated, highly successful businessman who commands the respect of people a lot more important than my lowly self. He is very genteel in public but a cruel, inflexible master behind the bed room door. He would be very upset if he even knew that I was looking at this site...let alone mentioning our encounters on it.
I don't know if I am bisexual, gay, or merely hypnotized by his raw magnetic power (perhaps submissive tendencies rising to the top?). He has loaned me out several times to people in his circle, both black and white, even to a female friend. In each instance I have had the same powerful response.
It has been hard on my married sex life, however. I get excited and hard for sex with my wife but often find it impossible to come without visualizing the details of my illicit encounters. She can sometimes sense that I'm "not there" and it makes her unhappy. Also I am very worried about passing her a disease. He does not wear condoms and I know that he has many lovers, both male and female.... Some of his friends wore condoms when they used me and some did not. I get tested after every encounter and usually wait a week or two and get tested again before having sex with my wife...this causes her a lot of unhappieness because she doesn't know why I'm rejecting her advances for such long periods of time. I should stop while I'm still ahead and before I lose her...but he's like a drug that I just can't kick.
In the three years since then I have met him on a regular basis when our business travel schedules align or can be adjusted to overlap. On several occasions I have travelled specifically at his reqest. I do whatever he wants me to (I have done some crazy things for him...and for some of his friends/business associates,too) in hopes that he'll let me hump his leg while I tongue his ass. Sometimes he lets me and sometimes he makes me suffer.
By the way, he breaks one of the stereotypes that this site and others like it sometimes unwittingly promote; he is by no means a "thug", on the contrary he is a well spoken, ivy-league educated, highly successful businessman who commands the respect of people a lot more important than my lowly self. He is very genteel in public but a cruel, inflexible master behind the bed room door. He would be very upset if he even knew that I was looking at this site...let alone mentioning our encounters on it.
I don't know if I am bisexual, gay, or merely hypnotized by his raw magnetic power (perhaps submissive tendencies rising to the top?). He has loaned me out several times to people in his circle, both black and white, even to a female friend. In each instance I have had the same powerful response.
It has been hard on my married sex life, however. I get excited and hard for sex with my wife but often find it impossible to come without visualizing the details of my illicit encounters. She can sometimes sense that I'm "not there" and it makes her unhappy. Also I am very worried about passing her a disease. He does not wear condoms and I know that he has many lovers, both male and female.... Some of his friends wore condoms when they used me and some did not. I get tested after every encounter and usually wait a week or two and get tested again before having sex with my wife...this causes her a lot of unhappieness because she doesn't know why I'm rejecting her advances for such long periods of time. I should stop while I'm still ahead and before I lose her...but he's like a drug that I just can't kick.
