Glad to discover I'm not the only woman into this! :)

[asia]

he will come around.

 

[dollylady11]

 

[dollylady11]

I feel a little ******* now but its quite a thrill, if you like what you please let me know

and I may even post more !

 

[dollylady11]

Hey Custer thanks for the link I have been reading it but its very long so I'm doing a little bit at a time, some progress with my mission to get permission tm

Last night during sex I was asking him about his ex girlfriends and what they were like and what they did and so on, I don't really care about his ex but someone else on this forum said it might get him to ask for the same back, he knows my history as far as names and and places but has never really asked for details.

Well he was on top at while we were talking about it and he asked pretty tame things at first like about kissing and touching and how often.
Then he got a little braver and asked about size (my ex was actually about the same) but I decided I would pretend his questions were all relating to my bf last year and I told him ex was quite alot bigger than he is, he looked a bit worried and I was sure I had pushed it to far and he would go soft but surprisingly he remained just as hard and slowed his pumps to barley moving and asked me more.

 

[primalbst]

Nice bits dollylady11. I'd love to cream all over those, with my wifes permission ofcourse. From reading the rest, it looks like you have decided to jump into the dominant sex role traditionally afforded only to men. Definite turn-on for sure, but still can't get past the deception with making hubby eat the ex-bf cum. From what I have seen in the other cuck couples on this site, the man being cuckolded is aware of it and likes being submissive and/or humiliated sexually. Like I said in a previous post, yours still isn't aware he is being cheated on, which yes, by definition means he is a cuck and you are cuckolding him.

My personal experience finding out I was being cuckolded, even though I had expressed an interest in watching her fuck other men, was traumatic. My wife started cheating on me, then after the 5th liason with her lover, decided she would share a fantasy about sexting another man with or without me being present. I was right into it but told her I had some ground rules and would need to be in on the first "experiment". She agreed and the deception continued in plain sight. In the day I was her one-and-only, but at night I was playing second-fiddle to another man. One of the things that upset me was her willingness to beg for his cum when she never begged for mine. Another was that we agreed she would not get personal and use love as in "I love you" or "I love your cock" or "I love the way you do that to me" but she used them and apologized to me later then apologized to her lover for apologizeing to me. She never used the later two phrases with me that I can ever remember. But it was kinda like that saying "Do it now, ask for forgiveness later". It nearly tore us apart as I could not stand being perceived as unimportant or unmanly to her. This breaking the rules then apologizing the re-apologing to lover went on infront of me for another month before I finally took control and took my marriage back. I was the one offering ultimatums now, and it turned her on even more. She didn't want another man as bad as she wanted me to take back being the man in her life(I had been rushed to surgery for tumor that burst and spent the year on chemo pills so I was not even half the person I was before the operation, that includes romantically and sexually and my willingness to help out was zero). I will say that after I took back the reigns, our sex life was and is more exciting than ever and she has very little desire to cheat on me, but for some reasons, I still have the urge to see her have sex with another man. Which I have been told that this type of arrangement is actually HotWifeing not Cuckolding.

My question to you is are you sure you want to continue this lifestyle. I know that in your recent posts decribing what you really want, it sure seems like it, and you love big cock. But ask yourself if you would rather have your husband "man up" instead and if this behaviour is really just a punishment for his "unmanly" behaviour and being a sissy in and out of the bedroom.

I am not trying to dissuade you from cuckolding your husband, and it seems as if you have given alot of thought about what YOU want from it. And with those assets you have, it will make finding a bull, that much easier. I was actually freaking for a second cause that ass reminds me alot of my wifes, but her tits are bigger and less perky, but still have that nice, full, roundness like yours. Thought she might be playing behind my back again but I don't remember eating any cum from her pussy and she definetly doesn't I guess I just don't understand how you could love someone, yet humiliate them and make them feel like second-banana(literally lol), without secretly harboring some resentment or anger toward them(as my wife did).

I am quickly learning though, that I would not like to be cuckolded. Thank you contributers of this site for that. I may like the thought of another cock inside my wife but I also like knowing that she still enjoys my cock, and voice, and touch, and etc... With true cuckolding it seems more like a husbands desire to not be loved for who is he is and in some cases to actually be despised for aspects of his character and a wife who is willing to do just that. Feel free to correct me if I am wrong.

 

[kimcarl]

primalbst: Your post makes sense. You wife is lucky you gave her another chance. I tried to bring my husband into this lifestyle and one day he just left and filed for a divorce. I was shocked, crushed, and literally destroyed. Still am actually.

I think it's important for both husband and wife to be fully into this or it doesn't work. I am 43 and finding not a whole lot of men out there as good as my husband.

Glad to see you got things worked out.

 

[kimcarl]

primalbst: I take it from your name you are Primal. My husband (ex husband) is also, if that is what your name indicates, how you eat and live.

 

[Custer Laststand]

Hi Ms. Saraha,

Re.:

The drop off in sperm counts in American men suggests nature is reclaiming control of the earth, and white men may become, eventually, an endangered species like polar bears at the South Pole.

That would be polar bears in the Arctic and Arctic Ocean. I'm not aware of any straying as far north as the North Pole, although I suppose that's possible if their primary prey (seals) forage that far north. There are no polar bears in Antarctica and the Southern Ocean, and definitely none at the South Pole (although sea gulls show up there occasionally, looking for small bits and pieces of things to eat around South Pole Station).

—Custer

 

[Custer Laststand]

Hi Ms. Dollylady,

Hey Custer thanks for the link I have been reading it but its very long so I'm doing a little bit at a time.

You're welcome. Be patient and just keep working your way through it...

[I'm making] some progress with my mission to get permission... tm

Good! And, thanks for posting your photos. Very impressive! From what you've shown, I have the impression you're a gorgeous woman. Would you be willing to post some additional photos that show your head? Perhaps with your head turned, so your hair hides your face...?

.... I decided I would pretend [my husband's] questions were all relating to my bf last year, so I told him my ex was quite a lot bigger than he is. He looked a bit worried. I was sure I had pushed it too far, and he would go soft... but surprisingly, he remained just as hard and slowed his pumps to barely moving and asked me more.

Ah... very good. Since you've made the decision to transform your husband to your cuckold who accepts his role in your marriage as such, I don't think he'll stand much of a chance if you just keep working on him. Sooner or later, you'll get him there.

—Custer

 

[dollylady11]

Hey everyone, I can't guarantee to update this daily but I will try to whenever I have made what I believe is progress.

@primal I do plan on telling him but I want to be sure he is at a mindset where he could take that and right now he is not even close, however I am being a good girl and have not fucked anyone else since feb this year when bf moved, I even turned down his offer to meet tomorrow.

@Custer I will see what I can find and show some more pics

So the other night he asked about my lovers cock ( he thought I was talking about my ex) I told him the truth, it's bigger and fatter than his and made me cum harder and there was something powerful about having a cock that size inside me especially when it came, it took about 30 mins to tell him all that and I worded it all in a gentle and subtle way, all the while reassuring him the truth about everything else, he is better looking, a better person, makes me feel sexy, I trust him and his sex was still the best I have had despite his cock size.

That was the end of that convo we moved on to kissing and returned to sex and he said nothing more until last night.........

We had not spoke about sex all day, then he came over and kissed me and asked "was your ex as smooth as this?" he kissed me and I told him no.
Then he touched my body all over and asked "could he touch you like this ?"
I replied no and could see his sideways smile.

He pulled down my knickers and went down on me for about 10 minutes and said "can anyone else make you feel like that?" I told him the truth and replied definitely not!

Then he entered me slowly and when he was at hilt he whisperd in my ear "could your ex fill you up like this" at this point my heart was racing and I was really nervous do I lie or try and tell him the truth but in a way that might hopefully turn him on.

I french kissed him and whispered in his other ear " no............ My ex could fill me twice what you can"

More when I'm on a break............

 

[kimcarl]

dollylady11, you sound a lot like me. My ex husband was the best sex I ever had, made me feel better than I ever had in my life, made me feel needed and sexy.

I played the size card with him, starting with the "filled me up" phrase of a past lover, moving into needing this again. It all backfired.

One day while I was not home he moved out. Then filed for a divorce. I thought he may change his mind but he didn't. Now he is taking another women away on weekends.

In the perfect 20/20 hindsight I certainly would have done things differently.

Just be careful. I got the completely unexpected end result.

 

[angk0rwat]

I just read most of your posts. Very interesting stuff. If you would indulge me, I have a few questions. First off, are you familiar with the concept of a switch? If you're aren't, I would suggest you learn more about it, you might be one. You said that one of your fantasies is to see your husband suck your boyfriends cock, why and how would that change how you see your husband?

As for telling him or not, I think you have no choice but to go as slowly as you are. Of course, the longer he is in the dark, the greater the chance of him finding out that the "ex" you talk about is very much in the present. But that is the cost of being able to have what you want.

I have to laugh that hubby has eaten another man's cum without knowing it and that your boyfriend has watched him do it--there is a great deal of power in knowing that another man has cleaned your jizz out of his wife. I would caution you to not tell your husband about this until he has knowingly done it.

One last thing: nice ass.

 

[asia]

god kim, there are a lot of guys who would love to share your dream relationship.

 

[Custer Laststand]

One time my bf had not cum for a few days and he finished fucking me literally 10 mins before hubby was home. I then tied my hubby's legs and arms to the bed and went to sit on his face...

Excellent! Tying your husband to your bed, then straddling his face ("queening" him) to feed him your lover's cum, thereby demonstrating your sexual dominance of him, was exactly the right thing to have done.

...but, untypically, he said he was tired and to just to ride him [meaning, fuck him on top?]. But, he was already tied and I insisted and straddled his face anyway.

Great! Insisting on doing what YOU wanted to do, regardless of whether your husband was "tired" or not, was totally proper and appropriate. Habitually insisting on doing what YOU want to do in bed, even if it isn't what HE wants to do, will definitely help you move your husband toward acknowledging it is your privilege and prerogative to date, seduce and fuck other men.

I still had the [latex] panties on and asked if he was ready, but he kept his mouth closed and shook his head. So, I held his nose and said we could play this game all night. If I had to wear these bloody things all day, then the least he could do was swallow what [he thought he had] put there. He did not really see why it was a turn on for him to swallow [a load from my pussy when HE didn't want to], as it's normally he who gets the thrill from that but, reluctantly he agreed and opened his mouth.

VERY good! Holding your husband's nose while you straddle his mouth with your pussy, thereby preventing him from breathing while he's tied to your bed, is a VERY effective way to secure his compliance with licking out and swallowing your lover's cum (even if he thinks it's his own cum).

I pulled the latex aside and let all of my lover's sperm pour into my husband's open mouth as I pushed with my muscles at the same time. Even I was shocked at how much came out. The look in hubby's eyes told me he too was surprised. I looked into his eyes, and told him to swallow. He did so. I felt a hot twinge in my pussy.

Outstanding! This was a very good demonstration of increasing your sexual satisfaction by dominating your husband, queening him and feeding him your lover's cum, all while keeping him helplessly tied to your bed.

I know it was bad, but the power was amazing. I came very easily when I rode my husband, picturing my lover's sperm in his tummy.

No, no... it wasn't "bad" at all. It was good. You did exactly the right thing tying your husband to your bed then queening him. You handled it very well, Ms. Dolly.

 

[Saraha]

Hi Ms. Saraha,

Re.:



That would be polar bears in the Arctic and Arctic Ocean. I'm not aware of any straying as far north as the North Pole, although I suppose that's possible if their primary prey (seals) forage that far north. There are no polar bears in Antarctica and the Southern Ocean, and definitely none at the South Pole (although sea gulls show up there occasionally, looking for small bits and pieces of things to eat around South Pole Station).

—Custer

Whoops, you are right Custer, I hadn't noticed that I wrote the wrong word, thanks for pointing it out.

 

[Saraha]

Now, Saraha ... lol ... now where in the devil did you dig that information up? Please look up the definition of "cuckold" and paste its definition here, if you don't mind.

As far as a man moving IN with a woman with children, that's incorrect as well. I know of NO states that would require a man to become responsible for the children that existed there before he arrived.

I didn't say it was DEFINITELY the law, but that welfare officers would expect the new guy to stick it out long-term, because it is so much better for the children. I was thinking social workers who are trying to help the family problems get solved.

I admire men who move in and make a go of being a step-father. It is not easy, so you have to be careful, or the kids will say, "you are not my father". You have to act in a way that gains their respect, rather than being too worried they might turn out bad.

 

[Mugzie69]

Dear Dolly

In my opinion, Custer Laststand was dead on when indicating that you made the critical move in defining in your own mind what you want. Your willingness to test boundaries is a second, major hurdle. Now that your husband has begun to integrate your 'ex' (supposedly) into your sex play, you have passed another milestone. Now you need to keep this going. By your example, make it clear that sex is definitely better (more vocal, responsive, etc) for BOTH of you when this 'other' lover is incorporated into the love play.

You have a supportive community here. In addition to pointing you to resources, people here will also function as a 'sounding board' to hear, help you interpret and plan actions in response to your husband's role in all this. I'm much encouraged for you by what I'm seeing here. I think that this is going to happen. I think you're going to love doing it and find it sexually exhilarating. You MIGHT even look back and conclude that bringing this about was actually not nearly so hard as you expected. Yes, your husband may struggle with his role. But this scenario is not nearly so 'impossible' as is often supposed.

Good luck, and do keep posting!

Mugzie

 

[fender41]

Dolly,thanks for sharing. I'm a hubby that is in a mirror position to you. Ideally I'd love for my wife to take a lover but she is hesitant. Your post gives me hope that eventually come around. Your hubby will come around I know it. Just don't push too fast. Edit the long tease as you bring him around to his rightful place. Best of luck!

 

[anonymous_smartass]

Dolly, you seem to be treading dangerous waters here. Your hubby is not into cuckolding and you are just having a good time on the sides, fulfilling our fantasies. U yourself said, hubby found it gross and repulsive the idea of you getting fucked by someone else, what to talk of getting fucked in front of him. Take a call before it's late. You seem to like your hubby and what he brings to the table in your relationship. Enjoy till it is safe....

 

[Custer Laststand]

How are you doing, Ms. Dolly? Any update...?