When i first met my girlfriend little over a year ago now we were very much in love from the start. There were so many little things about her i adored about her which eventually made me fall in love with her and give up my playboy life.
I was always very active in sex, girls, groups.. i did my share of experiments. I always kept my body in peak shape. Im 5'11 and 220-240lbs. Muscular and aesthetics. I got a lot of attention from girls and it always seemed to come quite easy for me to hook up.
After i got into a relationship with my girlfriend i quickly learned that she didnt like me having a flirty and open personality so i did my best to change to adapt to her. I quickly learned how possessive she could be and i did enjoy it to begin with but then i felt like i couldnt even have a conversation with a female without her becoming possessive with me.
Sometimes when i came home from work i would jokingly be like "alright were are all the men! .. get them out! Im home!" We would both laugh of me being silly but started to use this more and more. During sex i would say something "alright when im done i got two other guys that want some of this" at first she would be "no" but once i got her horny enough she would start to say "yes."
Sometimes i would be going down on her and i would say "who are you thinking about now?" - "just this guy.." and it would turn me on and i would continue to lick and play with her and encourage her to think about someone. I would say "you can think of any guy. I wont mind"
We would fantasies about this off and on but last week.. we acctually tried something.
We talked about her sending some guy on snapchat something flirty and she did. "She asked this guy in snap what he was doing later that night and if he would be interested in meeting up" he responded almost right away "yeah would love to hook up but would you mind giving me a blowjob? Sorry but im so direct but i am so horny"
We were both a bit shocked and excited and talked more about her meeting up with him. We talked about what she would do such as taking pictures to show me later. Suddenly my girlfriend started to get really excited and went off to shave her legs and trim her pussy hair.
I was pretty excited and nervous about this and we agreed she would only suck his cock and not fuck him. After a while she made herself super sexy and gorgeous for him. My girlfriend has amazing hips and a gorgeous booty and her face is gorgeous. She has long black hair down to her ass so i knew the guy would be in for a treat. She drove me off to work, gave me a kiss and went off to see this.. bull.
After a while i got a text "ok im here.." from her and i said "have fun" couldnt believe i was doing this. Was i stupit or excited. But i wanted to be supportive and show her i could handle this. Later i got a snap og her sitting in his couch and i could see him standing in the background. After a while i didnt get anything from her. I looked at the snapchat map and holy shit this guy lives just a couple of blocks away from us. I looked again later and she had moved to a diffrent location. After about 1 and a half hour i texted her where are u and whats going on? I just got back "going to a party, driving" i thought "what!?" We never talked about her going to a party with this guy. Later she picked me up from work and we went home and talked about her encounter.
She told me they started talking at first, then kissed a bit, then they were dancing, she had her gorgeous ass pressed against his hard crotch which she said got her interested in seeying his cock. They would sit back down again, she took his cock out which just happened to be enormous! My dick is an average 6" but she said this guy was much bigger then me. More like 8-9".
And thats when she pulled the picture out...
I saw my girlfriend holding this massive cock in her hands. Something i would just see in porn and i dropped to my knees on the bed. Thinking "jesus christ this guy is huge, i got nothing on this guy" im fit and muscular sure, i shouldnt feel inferior but that picture made my knees weak.
She told me that she jerked him off for a little while and then stopped. She pulled her pants down to show him her ass and she got a nice spanking. But she wasnt ready to do anything more at this time. Soon after some of his friends arrived and my girlfriend got a lot of attention from them as well. They all went to a party together and then she later met up with her friends.
I told my girlfriend i was very proud of her and felt she was really respectfull towards me by not going further with this guy.
Its been a few days now. We have talked a bit about this encounter but i feel like she might be letting some things out with her encounter. I felt a bit jelous after this, got some ideas in my head she had done this before, why she is always possessive towards me like i would be going behind her back when suddenly i thought she might have been flirty behind my back all this time. Thats why she is so possessive.
Anyway.. i guess i feel alright by this.. i just dont want to loose all her attention and affection. What if she realizes this guy is better then me in every aspect. Why would she want to be with me if he is superior. I try to keep the house clean. I work a lot. I feel i provide for us. I've tried to show her im still worthy.
She has said she wants to meet this bull again and do alot more then she did last time. I dont know how to feel about this. It does excite me a bit but we did talk about that the original idea was to have me watch her with someone. But now she would just go to some other guy and have fun with him and im here at home or work.. i dont know.. im no wimp. Im a big guy and in my line of work i can be quite intimidating.
Maybe i need some input here from more experienced people. Thanks for reading this sorry it was so long.
I was always very active in sex, girls, groups.. i did my share of experiments. I always kept my body in peak shape. Im 5'11 and 220-240lbs. Muscular and aesthetics. I got a lot of attention from girls and it always seemed to come quite easy for me to hook up.
After i got into a relationship with my girlfriend i quickly learned that she didnt like me having a flirty and open personality so i did my best to change to adapt to her. I quickly learned how possessive she could be and i did enjoy it to begin with but then i felt like i couldnt even have a conversation with a female without her becoming possessive with me.
Sometimes when i came home from work i would jokingly be like "alright were are all the men! .. get them out! Im home!" We would both laugh of me being silly but started to use this more and more. During sex i would say something "alright when im done i got two other guys that want some of this" at first she would be "no" but once i got her horny enough she would start to say "yes."
Sometimes i would be going down on her and i would say "who are you thinking about now?" - "just this guy.." and it would turn me on and i would continue to lick and play with her and encourage her to think about someone. I would say "you can think of any guy. I wont mind"
We would fantasies about this off and on but last week.. we acctually tried something.
We talked about her sending some guy on snapchat something flirty and she did. "She asked this guy in snap what he was doing later that night and if he would be interested in meeting up" he responded almost right away "yeah would love to hook up but would you mind giving me a blowjob? Sorry but im so direct but i am so horny"
We were both a bit shocked and excited and talked more about her meeting up with him. We talked about what she would do such as taking pictures to show me later. Suddenly my girlfriend started to get really excited and went off to shave her legs and trim her pussy hair.
I was pretty excited and nervous about this and we agreed she would only suck his cock and not fuck him. After a while she made herself super sexy and gorgeous for him. My girlfriend has amazing hips and a gorgeous booty and her face is gorgeous. She has long black hair down to her ass so i knew the guy would be in for a treat. She drove me off to work, gave me a kiss and went off to see this.. bull.
After a while i got a text "ok im here.." from her and i said "have fun" couldnt believe i was doing this. Was i stupit or excited. But i wanted to be supportive and show her i could handle this. Later i got a snap og her sitting in his couch and i could see him standing in the background. After a while i didnt get anything from her. I looked at the snapchat map and holy shit this guy lives just a couple of blocks away from us. I looked again later and she had moved to a diffrent location. After about 1 and a half hour i texted her where are u and whats going on? I just got back "going to a party, driving" i thought "what!?" We never talked about her going to a party with this guy. Later she picked me up from work and we went home and talked about her encounter.
She told me they started talking at first, then kissed a bit, then they were dancing, she had her gorgeous ass pressed against his hard crotch which she said got her interested in seeying his cock. They would sit back down again, she took his cock out which just happened to be enormous! My dick is an average 6" but she said this guy was much bigger then me. More like 8-9".
And thats when she pulled the picture out...
I saw my girlfriend holding this massive cock in her hands. Something i would just see in porn and i dropped to my knees on the bed. Thinking "jesus christ this guy is huge, i got nothing on this guy" im fit and muscular sure, i shouldnt feel inferior but that picture made my knees weak.
She told me that she jerked him off for a little while and then stopped. She pulled her pants down to show him her ass and she got a nice spanking. But she wasnt ready to do anything more at this time. Soon after some of his friends arrived and my girlfriend got a lot of attention from them as well. They all went to a party together and then she later met up with her friends.
I told my girlfriend i was very proud of her and felt she was really respectfull towards me by not going further with this guy.
Its been a few days now. We have talked a bit about this encounter but i feel like she might be letting some things out with her encounter. I felt a bit jelous after this, got some ideas in my head she had done this before, why she is always possessive towards me like i would be going behind her back when suddenly i thought she might have been flirty behind my back all this time. Thats why she is so possessive.
Anyway.. i guess i feel alright by this.. i just dont want to loose all her attention and affection. What if she realizes this guy is better then me in every aspect. Why would she want to be with me if he is superior. I try to keep the house clean. I work a lot. I feel i provide for us. I've tried to show her im still worthy.
She has said she wants to meet this bull again and do alot more then she did last time. I dont know how to feel about this. It does excite me a bit but we did talk about that the original idea was to have me watch her with someone. But now she would just go to some other guy and have fun with him and im here at home or work.. i dont know.. im no wimp. Im a big guy and in my line of work i can be quite intimidating.
Maybe i need some input here from more experienced people. Thanks for reading this sorry it was so long.