So i see a dominatrix/mistress i met online once a week. I talk to her about everything, includng my desire to be in a cuckold relationship. She knows i think about big black cocks all the time . While in chastity she puts me in red panties and pegs me. it makes me cum sooo hard! After a few weeks of this I feel so sissy. I started wearing red panties over my chastity cage all the time now. It gives me this sexy and safe feeling wearing them... I never imagined i would be doing this, it is scary but i have strong feelings and cant ignore.