Fantasizing a missed opportunity

[tributeboy]

A few years ago I started dating a young girl. I was her first boyfriend. She was a truly virgin. I always had a huge desire for her, but there was a problem: my cock is small. Since we had to see each other in secret most of the time, we didn't have a place to explore our relationship and get to the penetration. In fact, I was always afraid of getting to penetration because of my small dick. I always played with her pussy but I didn't let her touch my dick out of embarrassment.

She was very naughty, we played in public places like emergency stairs and she always got very wet. I even asked her what her desires were and she said she felt like having sex with two people one day. We dated for about 3 years and, believe it or not, we never got to penetration. I took advantage of her body during oral sex but I only let her touch my dick a few times, most close to the end of our relation. Not even a blowjob. We tried penetration once but because I was nervous about getting caught I couldn't continue.

At the time she was already a hottie, everyone wanted her. Skinny, white, dark hair, delicious breasts, a angel face but deep down a real slut. We broke up and I couldn't fuck her. My biggest regret. If you could see how wet she got just from kissing...

To this day I have a huge desire for her and after I found out she started dating again I started masturbating myself imagining her having a real big dick fucking her, doing everything she couldn't do in the 3 years we were together, ridiculing the fact that she dated a guy for all that time without even having fucked her. Everytime I see a photo of her in a party or with some guy I already start to jerk a lot. How I wish to get her again only to tell her I need to see she fucking big guys.

I have her nudes and some photos and I end up sharing them on some sites so that several guys can see her wanting her and I end to masturbate myself. This happens a lot in these years. How I would love to see her fucking, that wonderful face receiving so much pleasure. Just writing this makes me almost cum.

Does anyone have a similar story? Or any comments to talk about this? Any question?

 

[windymiller]

Its a shame you didnt penetrate her, as a virgin i doubt she would have realised your dick was small and it would probably satisfied her. For a bit at least.

When i took my young girlfriends virginity whilst i didnt have a small dick what i did lack was experience. She was happy riding me till after we were married then her kinky mind and desire drove her to expand and explore her sexuality and she took a lover. So unknowingly i became her true cuck husband.

So she had the best of both worlds a caring stable loving relationship with her husband and a lover too. She has said she wanted me to know, sure i wouldnt object and would understand, so it was a few years later she showed me with another lover, my best friend at the time.

Yes i understood her view and desires to explore her own sexuality, there is a lot more to a relationship than just sex, though that helps! so i accepted my role as her husband but not her primary lover.

Id love to see her on here or by PM.

 

[tributeboy]

Its a shame you didnt penetrate her, as a virgin i doubt she would have realised your dick was small and it would probably satisfied her. For a bit at least.

When i took my young girlfriends virginity whilst i didnt have a small dick what i did lack was experience. She was happy riding me till after we were married then her kinky mind and desire drove her to expand and explore her sexuality and she took a lover. So unknowingly i became her true cuck husband.

So she had the best of both worlds a caring stable loving relationship with her husband and a lover too. She has said she wanted me to know, sure i wouldnt object and would understand, so it was a few years later she showed me with another lover, my best friend at the time.

Yes i understood her view and desires to explore her own sexuality, there is a lot more to a relationship than just sex, though that helps! so i accepted my role as her husband but not her primary lover.

Id love to see her on here or by PM.

Yes, it's true. It's my biggest regret. I would to see her fucking a cock or doing a bj with her naughty face. She probably had regret to lose all this time without fucking.