OP, could you passionately and lovingly kiss another man? Would you want to lay in bed and playfully nuzzle your nose into his neck after he fucks you...whisper into his ear that you love him? Would you want to grow old with a man? If you can fall in love with another man, yes. I'd say you're gay.
From what you've said it appears that, for you, the turn on is the degradation of being dominated to the most extreme extent possible in front your woman that turns you on. It isn't the act itself that excites you, it's the complete humiliation and subjugation that this act represents that flips your switch.
From what you've said it appears that, for you, the turn on is the degradation of being dominated to the most extreme extent possible in front your woman that turns you on. It isn't the act itself that excites you, it's the complete humiliation and subjugation that this act represents that flips your switch.