As you can see from my profile, and other pics, when flaccid, my cock is quite small. I am what they call a "grower not a shower" so to speak. When hard, I am 5.5 inches which is about average or so I am told. When soft (and cold), it is hard to find. My wife enjoys my cock, but she enjoys a much larger one even more. Her cucking me was done by my own invitation.
We started out with her calling me when she found a guy to hook up with to tell me the play by play details when she could get free of him for a few moments. Then, when she found a regular, she started to just call and leave her phone on so I could here them fucking (though I never really knew whether she told him I was on the phone or not).
As time passed, and she got more brazen, she invited one of her bulls into our home. She explained to him that I enjoyed role playing as a sub and that She may involve me in some of their play. In a submissive role, I was made to finger and lick his asshole, and lick his balls and cock and her pussy while lying under them fucking doggy style. Of course the creampie was mine to ingest.
Our cuck relationship is a fetish, not a lifestyle. When the spark flares, for either one of us, the other follows along. We look for ways to fulfill each other during these periods, so that we both come away with a good experience. She enjoys a good hard sweaty fucking by a well hung stud, and I enjoy her twisting me and humiliating me. In our marriage and family, I am the Alpha to be sure. During our fetish, I am allowed, and even ******, NOT to be in charge. I am told, encouraged, ****** to do things that most would consider humiliating and weak, and that excites me, because in the "real world" I could never accept that.
In my "real world" I could no more suck a cock or take one up the ass than I could kick a Catholic Nun. But while enjoying our fetish, I can do anything simply because she tells me to, or forces me to, and who am I to question it because SHE is completely in charge. I can act without thinking, something I cannot do in MY "real world". So do I think about our fetish often? Hell yes I do! Do I act on it often? Not nearly enough.
Do I like sucking cock? Conditionally. The ONLY time I would actually LIKE to suck cock is BEFORE I have cum myself, then in the following scenarios: For instance: If my wife brought home a bull who was intellectually, psychologically, and physically my superior, I could totally submit and would enjoy the opportunity to show them that I could and would suck his cock and make him feel better than most. I would totally enjoy him fucking my mouth or ass and putting me in my place. I would do it out of respect.
Scenario Two: If my wife brought home a bull who was nothing more than a huge cock, who was ignorant and physically unattractive, then I would totally enjoy them fucking my mouth and ass, physically and verbally humiliating me. I would swallow his nasty cum not because I liked the flavor, but because it would be so debasing and gross. In my "real world" he would not stand a chance in hell of ever being a part of our lives. In this situation, it would be raw primal humiliation and I would revel in it!
Scenario Three: My wife comes home with someone somewhat effeminate. Again, I would revel in being made to totally submit to someone who was "pretty" rather than handsome or ugly, and would enjoy the humiliation of having someone so petite forcing a big masculine guy like me to submit to the most carnal of requests.
Scenario Four is a tricky one: My wife comes home with somebody we know or are friends with. In this situation, because it crossed the line of "real word" with fetish fun, I would have a real hard problem cooperating in ANY way shape or form! The ONLY way this would be successful is if in a very short period of time, I could be convinced that A) the nature of this interaction would remain completely private. B) It would never be spoken of outside of our predetermined "play time". C) That "HE" would have as much to lose if this ever got public as I do and I would need evidence that would assure me that it would not be leaked by him (a pick of him with his mouth on my cock). D) That at NO time would I be in a position to have an opinion or any responsibility. I would have to be directly and quickly ****** by both parties before I would do anything. I think the shear terror of being ******* publicly would probably make this the most intense experience of them all!
Now having said all that, I can tell you that if I have already had an orgasm... I would be terrified and disgusted in ALL the above scenarios, and would not LIKE to suck a cock. The fear, disgust, and my overwhelming desire to succeed would drive me to be totally submissive because there would be no sexual motivation. That would drive me to submissive success, but would not cause me to physically or sexually "like" what I was doing.
Sorry to be so wordy... I had a few minutes to spare! LOL Feedback is welcome either on this thread or in the form of a private message.
THEE Little Wiener
