I'm apologizing in advance for the terrible grammar/editing. I'm just going to
let this out before I change my mind.
Hello guys.
I've been browsing cuckolding sites for about a year now. This is going to be my first post and I hope others find it interesting... Maybe you can relate.
I've been with my girlfriend for about 6 years. We have one child together.
For about a year now I introduced the idea of threesomes or having sex with others as "sex talk"... I think this is how it usually begins for everyone.
I think I wanted to see her having sex with someone else more than even she did.
She was always into the the "talking" and when I would press the issue further she would say she was just into the "sex talk" and did not want to go any further with it...
I still told her that the idea of her flirting with other men, and especially having sex with other men was a real turn-on to me...I also said if she was ever interested in having sex with another man, to be honest with me about it and I would not be upset.
Time went by... and every once in a while we would still use "sex talk" to spice up our nights together.
....then something happened a three months ago...
She slowly started showing the textbook "cheating" signs:
1. hiding her phone... deleting her text messages
2. making up stories about longer work hours
3. wanting to spend more time with her "friends"
4. completely stopping "intercourse" and just giving me handjobs.
For a while I knew something was happening but would not really believe it.
I fantasized about her fucking some guy behind my back... and I would ask her to be honest with me. The usual responses I would get were:
"you're crazy, I barely have energy to have sex with you.. what makes you
think I could fuck someone else."
"you don't trust me anymore."
Not having any concrete proof. I put up with the "non-sex" life.
A couple of weeks ago. Something big happened.
I received a text message from a girl at work. A simple "hello".
She was outraged over this and started telling me I was fucking
someone from work... and that she could no longer trust me anymore...
...she then told me she wanted to break up...
At this point I knew something WAS up. I suspected she met someone
at work and she wanted to date this guy. I thought she met some dude
and she wants to be single again so she can date him without feeling guilty.
...boy was I wrong...
After 2 days of accepting our break up (she was going to move out)... while laying down in bed next to her
I started to really pry and ask her to tell me the truth. If she wanted to break up with me, I was fine. I just wanted to know the truth. Was it for somebody else?
She started choking up and admitted to me that she was into somebody else.
At this point my dick instantly got hard. It's like I had a Viagra injection directly on my penis.
I knew if I keep asking questions I might not like what I was about to hear.
But my dick was hard, and any sense of logic was quickly fading.
I started asking her about what she did "exactly?"
I told her I would not be upset.. in fact I told her it was a turn and understood that she was younger than me (by ten years) and she
would be attracted to other guys.
She then revealed to me that she had been having sex with another
man from work. She was crying while she was telling me this. And
I was just asking deeper and deeper questions.
How many times, where, how did it start, what was it like, did you suck
his dick, who was it.
I knew she cheated on me and any "normal" guy would throw her out the
door. But I kept telling her I was not angry, I was just upset she could not
tell me this sooner and keep lying to me.
After laying in bed with her for an hour and talking about why she did this.
I asked her if we were still breaking up.
She said she feels better knowing I was not angry... but that doesn't change
us breaking up.
She said she was no longer with this guy she had sex with... but there were consequences.
I instantly knew what she was saying.
She told me she was pregnant.
Now that was what really shocked me. Because I know how she feels about
abortion and I know she is going to keep it.
She told me this last week. So its now obvious she was never going to
tell me about the affair. She was about to hit the stage that the pregnancy
will start showing.
She tells me she knows I'm upset and she knows I will not have to stick around. She tells me she does love me and wants to only be with me... she
tells me she mad a terrible mistake and admits she should have told me from the start.
.....
So this bring me to today. This "surprise" revelation happened just last week.
we've been living together but she is planning on moving back to her parents house.
Yes, the baby is going to be a different race. So no use in pretending it's mine.
But because she is the mother of my current child I feel strongly I should stay with her.
This would be very embarrassing to me if we stay together. Not to mention having a "baby daddy" in the picture.
Having said all this I'm really considering staying with her. Being a cuckold
is something I wanted to be... but I always wanted to keep it a secret between me and her.... in 7 months the secret will be out!
Guys. Tell me what you would do in this situation.
If anyone is interested I'll post more about my situation... and especially
more about the "details" on the sex... which is why we are mostly here.
Again sorry for the terrible grammar, editing. I just wrote this straight
out before I changed my mind.
secretagent999
let this out before I change my mind.
Hello guys.
I've been browsing cuckolding sites for about a year now. This is going to be my first post and I hope others find it interesting... Maybe you can relate.
I've been with my girlfriend for about 6 years. We have one child together.
For about a year now I introduced the idea of threesomes or having sex with others as "sex talk"... I think this is how it usually begins for everyone.
I think I wanted to see her having sex with someone else more than even she did.
She was always into the the "talking" and when I would press the issue further she would say she was just into the "sex talk" and did not want to go any further with it...
I still told her that the idea of her flirting with other men, and especially having sex with other men was a real turn-on to me...I also said if she was ever interested in having sex with another man, to be honest with me about it and I would not be upset.
Time went by... and every once in a while we would still use "sex talk" to spice up our nights together.
....then something happened a three months ago...
She slowly started showing the textbook "cheating" signs:
1. hiding her phone... deleting her text messages
2. making up stories about longer work hours
3. wanting to spend more time with her "friends"
4. completely stopping "intercourse" and just giving me handjobs.
For a while I knew something was happening but would not really believe it.
I fantasized about her fucking some guy behind my back... and I would ask her to be honest with me. The usual responses I would get were:
"you're crazy, I barely have energy to have sex with you.. what makes you
think I could fuck someone else."
"you don't trust me anymore."
Not having any concrete proof. I put up with the "non-sex" life.
A couple of weeks ago. Something big happened.
I received a text message from a girl at work. A simple "hello".
She was outraged over this and started telling me I was fucking
someone from work... and that she could no longer trust me anymore...
...she then told me she wanted to break up...
At this point I knew something WAS up. I suspected she met someone
at work and she wanted to date this guy. I thought she met some dude
and she wants to be single again so she can date him without feeling guilty.
...boy was I wrong...
After 2 days of accepting our break up (she was going to move out)... while laying down in bed next to her
I started to really pry and ask her to tell me the truth. If she wanted to break up with me, I was fine. I just wanted to know the truth. Was it for somebody else?
She started choking up and admitted to me that she was into somebody else.
At this point my dick instantly got hard. It's like I had a Viagra injection directly on my penis.
I knew if I keep asking questions I might not like what I was about to hear.
But my dick was hard, and any sense of logic was quickly fading.
I started asking her about what she did "exactly?"
I told her I would not be upset.. in fact I told her it was a turn and understood that she was younger than me (by ten years) and she
would be attracted to other guys.
She then revealed to me that she had been having sex with another
man from work. She was crying while she was telling me this. And
I was just asking deeper and deeper questions.
How many times, where, how did it start, what was it like, did you suck
his dick, who was it.
I knew she cheated on me and any "normal" guy would throw her out the
door. But I kept telling her I was not angry, I was just upset she could not
tell me this sooner and keep lying to me.
After laying in bed with her for an hour and talking about why she did this.
I asked her if we were still breaking up.
She said she feels better knowing I was not angry... but that doesn't change
us breaking up.
She said she was no longer with this guy she had sex with... but there were consequences.
I instantly knew what she was saying.
She told me she was pregnant.
Now that was what really shocked me. Because I know how she feels about
abortion and I know she is going to keep it.
She told me this last week. So its now obvious she was never going to
tell me about the affair. She was about to hit the stage that the pregnancy
will start showing.
She tells me she knows I'm upset and she knows I will not have to stick around. She tells me she does love me and wants to only be with me... she
tells me she mad a terrible mistake and admits she should have told me from the start.
.....
So this bring me to today. This "surprise" revelation happened just last week.
we've been living together but she is planning on moving back to her parents house.
Yes, the baby is going to be a different race. So no use in pretending it's mine.
But because she is the mother of my current child I feel strongly I should stay with her.
This would be very embarrassing to me if we stay together. Not to mention having a "baby daddy" in the picture.
Having said all this I'm really considering staying with her. Being a cuckold
is something I wanted to be... but I always wanted to keep it a secret between me and her.... in 7 months the secret will be out!
Guys. Tell me what you would do in this situation.
If anyone is interested I'll post more about my situation... and especially
more about the "details" on the sex... which is why we are mostly here.
Again sorry for the terrible grammar, editing. I just wrote this straight
out before I changed my mind.
secretagent999