OK.. Here's the deal.. I'm a middle age white guy obsessed with IR porn. I jack off to IR every night. Except when my girlfriend is over then it's no porn & just fucking her. Can't seem to stay hard or excited enough with her.. and I can't wait till she leaves so I can log on and jack off to this site. I get so hard and it feels better.. than in bed with my girlfriend. Am I fucked up? lol.. She and I have discused IR sex and she made it clear it would never happen... But.. I can fantasize all I want about it even if it involves her.