Hey guys, I'm just wondering how many of us cucks, or those of us wishing to become cucks, consider themselves bisexual.
I've had a number of male partners, but I don't know if I would truly consider myself bisexual. I am honestly not attracted to men, to male body, I don't check guys out on the street, and don't have any "gay" tendencies. I don't have any desire for a relationship with a guy, it has always been purely about sex, and nothing beyond that.
In absolutely all of my encounters I have been the "bottom", which is the passive one. None of my male partners have been good looking, and I didn't have any physical to any of them. However, it is being dominated, humiliated and being submissive what drove me crazy.
For those who are interested, I can share the details of some of my encounters. The first time I had sex with a guy, was when I was 18, and so was my partner. He was however a lot more experienced than me. He was a 100% gay top, and I was being his bitch. I was very nervous, but luckily he took the initiative. He took off his clothes, told me to undress, and told me to suck his cock. I kneeled in front of him passionately sucked his cock, licked his balls and ass. It was so humiliating and I loved ever bit of it. Then I laid on my back, spread my legs, and he fucked me in the ass. He went bareback and put some lubricant on his cock. It was rather painful but I loved the pleasure of being humiliated and fucked like a bitchboy. When he was ready to cum, he pulled out and was about to cum onto my belly, but I begged him "on my face". He moved closer, came onto my face and into my mouth, and I cleaned his cock with my mouth and swallowed every drop of his cum. Then I masturbated and blew a huge load on myself.
After I came, I kind of felt embarrassed with myself and couldn't wait to leave. After I left, I never called the guy back and we never saw each other again.
However after a while I felt that I was ready for another gay encounter. At that time I was already 20 years old, and a lot less nervous and more confident with what I wanted. I hooked up with this guy, and we were having sex regularly for several years. Even though I still felt embarrassment after the sex, it was a lot more tolerable and after a while I didn't even feel any embarrassment. Sometimes we would hook up for full sex, sometimes he would call me to come over and give him a quick blow job, and sometimes he would even bring his friend and they would fuck me together. I really enjoyed being his submissive bitch.
What added to the excitement, is that he shared his apartment with a girl roommate, who was totally hot, and even though she was indifferent to the whole thing, and never participated it excited me that she knew exactly what I was there for, and heard me being fucked from her room.
I remember once me and Larry had sex, and I went to take a shower, and she happened to just be coming home and walked into the door - and there I was, in front of her - butt naked and with my face still covered in cum. I apologized and rushed to the bathroom. She never said anything about the incident, but I wonder what came across her mind. I know she was very open minded and probably didn't think anything bad, but nevertheless, its a major turn on for me to know that a girl has seen me in such position.
After a few years Larry moved away to CA, and we lost contact. After that I had five one night stands with other guys, but never developed any relationships. Then I met my wife and have been faithful to her ever since.
But ever since I wanted my wife to cheat on me. Just the though of humiliation of my wife being fucked by another man, and getting to clean them afterwards drives me crazy. It hasn't happened yet, but I am still hoping that it might, and working hard to make it happen.
I've had a number of male partners, but I don't know if I would truly consider myself bisexual. I am honestly not attracted to men, to male body, I don't check guys out on the street, and don't have any "gay" tendencies. I don't have any desire for a relationship with a guy, it has always been purely about sex, and nothing beyond that.
In absolutely all of my encounters I have been the "bottom", which is the passive one. None of my male partners have been good looking, and I didn't have any physical to any of them. However, it is being dominated, humiliated and being submissive what drove me crazy.
For those who are interested, I can share the details of some of my encounters. The first time I had sex with a guy, was when I was 18, and so was my partner. He was however a lot more experienced than me. He was a 100% gay top, and I was being his bitch. I was very nervous, but luckily he took the initiative. He took off his clothes, told me to undress, and told me to suck his cock. I kneeled in front of him passionately sucked his cock, licked his balls and ass. It was so humiliating and I loved ever bit of it. Then I laid on my back, spread my legs, and he fucked me in the ass. He went bareback and put some lubricant on his cock. It was rather painful but I loved the pleasure of being humiliated and fucked like a bitchboy. When he was ready to cum, he pulled out and was about to cum onto my belly, but I begged him "on my face". He moved closer, came onto my face and into my mouth, and I cleaned his cock with my mouth and swallowed every drop of his cum. Then I masturbated and blew a huge load on myself.
After I came, I kind of felt embarrassed with myself and couldn't wait to leave. After I left, I never called the guy back and we never saw each other again.
However after a while I felt that I was ready for another gay encounter. At that time I was already 20 years old, and a lot less nervous and more confident with what I wanted. I hooked up with this guy, and we were having sex regularly for several years. Even though I still felt embarrassment after the sex, it was a lot more tolerable and after a while I didn't even feel any embarrassment. Sometimes we would hook up for full sex, sometimes he would call me to come over and give him a quick blow job, and sometimes he would even bring his friend and they would fuck me together. I really enjoyed being his submissive bitch.
What added to the excitement, is that he shared his apartment with a girl roommate, who was totally hot, and even though she was indifferent to the whole thing, and never participated it excited me that she knew exactly what I was there for, and heard me being fucked from her room.
I remember once me and Larry had sex, and I went to take a shower, and she happened to just be coming home and walked into the door - and there I was, in front of her - butt naked and with my face still covered in cum. I apologized and rushed to the bathroom. She never said anything about the incident, but I wonder what came across her mind. I know she was very open minded and probably didn't think anything bad, but nevertheless, its a major turn on for me to know that a girl has seen me in such position.
After a few years Larry moved away to CA, and we lost contact. After that I had five one night stands with other guys, but never developed any relationships. Then I met my wife and have been faithful to her ever since.
But ever since I wanted my wife to cheat on me. Just the though of humiliation of my wife being fucked by another man, and getting to clean them afterwards drives me crazy. It hasn't happened yet, but I am still hoping that it might, and working hard to make it happen.
