I just like being submissive more. That's what I want. And too many men act pathetic like him but are still broke as fuck. My cuck told me about his alter as a DID system and this dude is an actual Dom but they won't introduce him to me cos that's bad somehow cos he once ***** some bitch who definitely deserved it and thought about doing worse and she deserved that too. Fuck her. I've been talking to him less and less and wanting him around me less too even though the host is cute and there's many good things about him, especially how sweet he is, understanding, and smart. If I can't have what I really want which is sex I really don't care if the person lives or dies and I have no shame that people can know that about me and know where my priorities are and what I value in this world and in life. By sex I mean good sex. Because my cuck told me that they allow the alter to fuck me since he's good at it and enjoys it but they don't switch this bitch in until right at the moment his cock goes into me. Before that I have to talk to the host, again, this is just a fuck buddy I've known for a month and half and do like, but still it's so annoying to have to talk to every single goddamn person I manage to encounter in this absolute shit hole planet like I have to mind control their every move. I'm getting so many thoughts of mind controlling them to in a line walk off a cliff. And I'm starting to believe that's possible too by how far this shit hole species has driven itself towards extinction with the death drive it disgustingly refuses to acknowledge through the chemical threat of climate change and pollution. Why do I have to keep telling them everything. And I'm not my cuck, his wife, or their kid either which people seem to believe are so much smarter and more capable for being trump rich but richer actually