am i a cuck?
so for some context me and my s/o are a switch couple one day she'll be dominant and the next i'll be dominant most of what we do is over text simply because of distance because of certain circumstances but here recently i've really really like them being dominant so everytime we do it over the phone i suggest they are the dominant one it was going fine for awhile until what she was doing almost wasn't enough to get me off becasue it felt like the same thing so i told her to start telling me how much she loves her big dildo that i bought her and much of a slut she is for it etc that slowly turned into her describing (the big dick) doing things to her which then turned into last night her going fully in depth of her discerning getting fucked came in her mouth spit in things of the such and we stopped referring it to "the big dick" and started say things like He/him/his and i really liked it i loved the way she described being used by "him" now me an her have more than a few time discussed our distaste for infidelity consensual or other wise but i came the hardest i've ever came to this and it weirder me out i felt almost guilty afterwards and i fully 100 believe that i have zero such a thing being put into practicality i feel sick at the thought of her actaully doing it but over text i love it what does this mean? and is it possible that i am ONLY interested in it over the phone and if so how do i explain it to her to where 1. she believes me and 2. she doesn't mind continuing doing it?
so for some context me and my s/o are a switch couple one day she'll be dominant and the next i'll be dominant most of what we do is over text simply because of distance because of certain circumstances but here recently i've really really like them being dominant so everytime we do it over the phone i suggest they are the dominant one it was going fine for awhile until what she was doing almost wasn't enough to get me off becasue it felt like the same thing so i told her to start telling me how much she loves her big dildo that i bought her and much of a slut she is for it etc that slowly turned into her describing (the big dick) doing things to her which then turned into last night her going fully in depth of her discerning getting fucked came in her mouth spit in things of the such and we stopped referring it to "the big dick" and started say things like He/him/his and i really liked it i loved the way she described being used by "him" now me an her have more than a few time discussed our distaste for infidelity consensual or other wise but i came the hardest i've ever came to this and it weirder me out i felt almost guilty afterwards and i fully 100 believe that i have zero such a thing being put into practicality i feel sick at the thought of her actaully doing it but over text i love it what does this mean? and is it possible that i am ONLY interested in it over the phone and if so how do i explain it to her to where 1. she believes me and 2. she doesn't mind continuing doing it?
