Hey guys... newer here. Been in the chatroom for a while, but never on the forum. Quite a great website, if I say so myself!
Anyways, let me tell you a little bit. I've been into cuckolding/interracial for about four years now, since I was about 19 years old. It hasn't really slowed down. I haven't had a girlfriend in a while, and would jackoff to this stuff a few times daily. I think it's safe to say that I was/am addicted. Anyways, now I have a girlfriend and it's been very frustrating. We get intimate a decent amount (been dating just under two months now), but I have trouble staying hard for her. I can get hard, no problem, but then it's a matter of staying hard for her and often times I go limp. I honestly think that it's because of the amount of cuckolding/interracial that I've been into..so I can't get hard for her because it's not white on black. Needless to say, it's been very frustrating for us both and I think she thinks it's because I dont think she's that hot, which is ridiculous.
I know I need to tell her, but I have trouble mustering up the courage. I like her a lot and don't want to weird her our or risk losing her. A couple of questions:
- What should I do about that?
- Will I be like this forever? I know it's addicting, but I'm asking from other peoples' honest experiences. I'm young yet...do you think that I'll be having this fantasy forever? Or is it a phase?
Thanks a lot.
Anyways, let me tell you a little bit. I've been into cuckolding/interracial for about four years now, since I was about 19 years old. It hasn't really slowed down. I haven't had a girlfriend in a while, and would jackoff to this stuff a few times daily. I think it's safe to say that I was/am addicted. Anyways, now I have a girlfriend and it's been very frustrating. We get intimate a decent amount (been dating just under two months now), but I have trouble staying hard for her. I can get hard, no problem, but then it's a matter of staying hard for her and often times I go limp. I honestly think that it's because of the amount of cuckolding/interracial that I've been into..so I can't get hard for her because it's not white on black. Needless to say, it's been very frustrating for us both and I think she thinks it's because I dont think she's that hot, which is ridiculous.
I know I need to tell her, but I have trouble mustering up the courage. I like her a lot and don't want to weird her our or risk losing her. A couple of questions:
- What should I do about that?
- Will I be like this forever? I know it's addicting, but I'm asking from other peoples' honest experiences. I'm young yet...do you think that I'll be having this fantasy forever? Or is it a phase?
Thanks a lot.