spooge said:
Well I'm going to be the first to ask 'is the reality as good as the fantasy'.
Good question
spooge!
Is reality as good as fantasy?
Well, for the time being I'd say that reality is far better than fantasy
For instance, as I am typing this message, I'm getting aroused only at the thought of Linda being penetrated by the two doctors.
However...
I still have the feeling of a certain incompleteness.
It's difficult to explain, but I am convinced that mine is not real cuckolding. (yet!)
I mean, Linda was of course consensual when those events occurred, but she was not "looking for them". Yes, she took two strangers' cocks in a row (which is
a lot, for a modest lady like her), but the situation was something in between cheating and being *****. So, no real cheating = no real cuckolding.
Bottom line is that I believe the, yes, I am a cuckold, but still a second-rate cuckold; not yet a "first class"
real cuckold (even if those two cocks were very real).
spooge said:
Have there been no moments, since her confession, that you've doubted your decision?
No! Absolutely no doubts so far.
But since my cuckolding experience is incomplete, my feelings towards this new status of mine shall not be taken as a reference (!)
What happened to Linda could be just an occasional event...
The day in which she will taste new cocks, deliberately, then I will be a REAL cuckold!
Of course we shall not overlook Linda's new attitude towards the idea of becoming a "hot wife", and I think that working on it (slowly and with lots of patience as
GTR suggests) she will likely do it.
As a matter of fact, she has already broken the ice, I think.
At least, she cannot tell any longer that she has taken only her hubby's cock - that is simply not true - and that she is not "one of those who do such things".
I hope that this will make the difference, but stressing on it NOW could be a major mistake.
Linda has shown in the past the tendency to shift her feelings from black to white very quickly, unexpectedly, and without any chance to go back.
Hence the need of let the emotions cool down, being very patient and careful, then proceed with baby steps.
It may take quite a long time...