Sound like a very hot situation!
Thanks squirming sub.
It is interesting at the moment as Paul has gone away on holiday with his wife and kids, which has really annoyed Sharon for some reason. It is a week since they last had sex and another week until he is back for her birthday and she is quite irritable. Is this normal behaviour for wives???
I have offered my services but this was dismissed instantly. My small cock and skinny physique don't compare well to Paul's obviously.
Should I expect more irritability until Paul is back to satisfy her eager pussy?
Great story, I am glad it is working out for you , too bad she doesn't have you clean her up, she would love it and it could be one more orgasm for her.Hi, sorry I haven't posted for a while, but was reading this recently and realised how many supporting and understanding replies I got, it made me want to share my update with you all.
I don't have anyone that I can tell about this and was feeling the need to unburden myself again.
Sharon is still seeing Paul. It has become almost "normal" now that my pretty wife meets her lover for her "me time". I haven' had full sex with my wife for months and months now. I have finally accepted that I lost her sexually some time ago. She will occasionally wank me off as she tells me about her sex life with him and I am also allowed to masturbate myself as she tells me too. She prefers me not to touch her body sexually now, yet otherwise our relationship is strong. In fact if anything she is even more loving and affectionate, particularly if we are out with friends. No one would ever suspect that my sweet little wife could ever be unfaithful. To everyone else she is a perfect wife and mummy....and only me and Sharon know the truth.
It has been an absolute roller coaster of emotions to get here and I have gone from being totally distraught and crying to the opposite extreme and revelling in my humiliation, wanting or trying to make myself a wimp of a cuckold. I still fluctuate but think I pretty much resign myself to accepting what she does now.
Since I last wrote Sharon has been away with Paul a few times, stopping over. He has even fucked her in her wedding dress one night and did this thing where he physically cut off her bridal panties with scissors to symbolise her cutting her sexual ties to me and him having her in her wedding dress somehow made her "his wife".
I have even spoken with Paul on the phone a few times. This was something I asked for and he took great pleasure explaining in detail the tings he has done to her, what she wears, where they have done it and how much she loves it. He told me that I had to play with myself as he told me ( something I gladly did) and would wank myself stupid as he told me. He thought it highly amusing to hear me cumming as he told me things and then would call me something pretty derogatory before hanging up. I would then be left feeling humiliated and stupid covered in my own cum. Twice this happened when I was in my car (alone obviously) with no tissues to even clean myself up.
Paul got bored of this though and hasn't done it for ages.
The biggest revelation though came a few weeks ago when she confessed that she had let Paul's friend join them too. She said it was a one off but was something she had fantasised about for years and wanted to do. She said she had spent virtually all her life being a "Good girl" refusing several offers and advances from men over the years, because she was married, even though she really wanted to. Now she is enjoying also being a "naughty girl" and loved her one night of being a slut for two hunky men.
If I've missed anything I will let you know or if you'd like more detail please let me know or pm me
Thanks
Hi, sorry I haven't posted for a while, but was reading this recently and realised how many supporting and understanding replies I got, it made me want to share my update with you all.
I don't have anyone that I can tell about this and was feeling the need to unburden myself again.
Sharon is still seeing Paul. It has become almost "normal" now that my pretty wife meets her lover for her "me time". I haven' had full sex with my wife for months and months now. I have finally accepted that I lost her sexually some time ago. She will occasionally wank me off as she tells me about her sex life with him and I am also allowed to masturbate myself as she tells me too. She prefers me not to touch her body sexually now, yet otherwise our relationship is strong. In fact if anything she is even more loving and affectionate, particularly if we are out with friends. No one would ever suspect that my sweet little wife could ever be unfaithful. To everyone else she is a perfect wife and mummy....and only me and Sharon know the truth.
It has been an absolute roller coaster of emotions to get here and I have gone from being totally distraught and crying to the opposite extreme and revelling in my humiliation, wanting or trying to make myself a wimp of a cuckold. I still fluctuate but think I pretty much resign myself to accepting what she does now.
Since I last wrote Sharon has been away with Paul a few times, stopping over. He has even fucked her in her wedding dress one night and did this thing where he physically cut off her bridal panties with scissors to symbolise her cutting her sexual ties to me and him having her in her wedding dress somehow made her "his wife".
I have even spoken with Paul on the phone a few times. This was something I asked for and he took great pleasure explaining in detail the tings he has done to her, what she wears, where they have done it and how much she loves it. He told me that I had to play with myself as he told me ( something I gladly did) and would wank myself stupid as he told me. He thought it highly amusing to hear me cumming as he told me things and then would call me something pretty derogatory before hanging up. I would then be left feeling humiliated and stupid covered in my own cum. Twice this happened when I was in my car (alone obviously) with no tissues to even clean myself up.
Paul got bored of this though and hasn't done it for ages.
The biggest revelation though came a few weeks ago when she confessed that she had let Paul's friend join them too. She said it was a one off but was something she had fantasised about for years and wanted to do. She said she had spent virtually all her life being a "Good girl" refusing several offers and advances from men over the years, because she was married, even though she really wanted to. Now she is enjoying also being a "naughty girl" and loved her one night of being a slut for two hunky men.
If I've missed anything I will let you know or if you'd like more detail please let me know or pm me
Thanks
Thanks Marco,
A lot to take in there but in summary you are mostly correct in what you say.
It isn't how I ever imagined it to be or truly what I wanted. Yes I would like to have sex again definitely and I will take your advice to try and change this. I am not a strong person so it will be the very weakest option of talking.
I appreciate your point of them leaving, but I genuinely don't think this is the case. Sharon has a great set up and is enjoying herself and I don't believe she would break up our family, when she is getting what she wants.
Also as much as I accept the situation, I have to admit it that I get incredibly excited when she tells me about Paul fucking her sweet pussy. Just typing those words has made me so hard....... knowing that my pretty little wife dresses up in her sexy lingerie to meet her lover is so arousing and I love masturbating myself (particularly when alone) thinking of Paul taking her panties off and making love to her as she needs.... I love my wife but I also have to admit that I love her having this slutty side to her 'outer respectable sweet' personality
I hope that makes sense. It is hard to ever fully explain it in a few words. Maybe I am somewhere in the middle so will try and reclaim a sex life !
Thanks Marco. I will talk to her and see how it goes