You're right Peak - the week has been busy and until you pointed it out, I'd overlooked it.
It does seem quite long ago now. Honestly it feels odd that I didn't post anything? But as I said, crazy busy week.
Paul came here, later as I'd expected and to Sue's annoyance. It's interesting to see her when she gets like that. She wants to be mad at him and I suppose, punish him, but at the same time, I know she's horny.
I'll share that its actually those moments that really get me turned on as she doesn't hide them as much from me any more. Recalling Saturday she commented several times at how horny she was.
Things do continue to ease between Paul and I. We still don't actually talk about sex, but it's far easier to greet him and be honestly saying to him "hey, how are you doing?" and to actually talk with him for a few minutes. He was genuinely curious about some work I'm doing repairing some walls in our basement, now asking about my sheetrock abilities. Actually we talk about Sue too, but just from a how-she-is perspective and as I said, not sexually - perhaps one day. I did tell him she was annoyed that he was late and he laughed and said that he was sure she would get over it and I laughed and agreed as he walked up to our livingroom where she was. I took his coat and hung it up and then gave them a few minutes.
I'm not sure if I've said this before here but I now find myself getting turned on seeing her kissing him. I remember I used to not like it, but now, again maybe beta-wise, it turns me on to see her get into a passionate kiss with him.
We had already eaten dinner but waited to have some wine and a little dessert with Paul. The 3 of us sat outside for a bit as it was nice out for while into Saturday evening. But by the time it was starting to get dark, I knew they would want some alone time so I left them and went back down to work in the basement.
I know this will sound bizarre, but in some ways, the 2 of them together on Saturday night is starting to feel like a norm. We all talked and I did tell both of them honestly that "I.... like it better when.... when you're both here...." and I told them both that the house is too big and too quiet. Paul said "geez... I didn't know... I just assumed.....". So I'd pretty much told them that they should feel comfortable - and - they did.
I've chatted and PM'ed with many others and I have to continue to say that seeing her with him is really beautiful. Almost like a private movie in a way. The feelings have only intensified as we've gone ahead, really tweaking the beta-part of me - seeing her just looking so natural and effortless with him. I read back to my earliest times and I can remember feeling some angst at that - thinking back I can remember that feeling. But now - honestly - seeing her undress with him or seeing her naked with him - it's really beautiful. Seeing him admire her the way I do and the way I feel - it's actually a comforting feeling.
I watched them make love the first time - first from the doorway and then next to them as she began to get into it even more. I don't know that I"ll ever tire of seeing her like that. As I said, if anything, seeing them tweaks my beta-ness even more. Seeing his cock glistening and knowing its from her cumming with him is just something I've always found thrilling to me. I can't explain it - but it just feels good to me to see. They are just so comfortable together - he pulled out of her and I watched as she turned over onto her knees. He did look at me as he put his hands on her butt and spread her open.
If I had been stroking my cock at that point I'd have cum from how she looked as he literally held her open. I thought maybe he was going to have her anally but instead - it was just as erotic to see him rub the big head of his cock up and down and then just push it into her pussy! Hearing her moan as the head pushed in was just a beautiful moment to me.
I could try to describe it all, but can simply say that while she did cum with him doggy, that I knew where she'd want to be when he was ready to cum. Sure enough - when she (and even I could tell) knew he was close she pulled herself off of him and she turned over for one of my favorite moments - seeing her lie back knowing he is going to enter her again and this time he's going to cum in her. There is just something so hot to me seeing her ready for him like that. Perhaps my favorite moment came a short while later - seeing him let loose inside her. Hearing her soft moan rising to a loud shriek as he continues to fuck her as he cums in her.
All I can say is that Paul is a considerate guy. I know it takes a lot for him to, albeit when he's ready, to pull out of her and head into the bathroom to clean up and now I know to be - him also giving her and I a moment together. She reached out and held my hand and then pulled me to her for a quick kiss and a whisper from her that she loved me. As I pulled back she smiled and simply said "do you want to?" and I nodded what must have looked like an eager yes. She smiled and spread her legs. Mmmm - recalling - she was wet but, well from experience I know that he's always really deep in her when he cums so it's not like it just gushes out of her, at least not right away.
She didn't need to tell me to not really suck or lick at her too much - as others have pointed out this is something she does for me as while it feels good to her, it's surely something that she does more for me. I licked a bit and she felt so smooth and that soft feeling of being slightly swollen. I could taste what I knew was from her - even now when she cums it's got this sweet taste to it that I admit IS something I do miss. When she felt me pushing my tongue further in she put her hand on my head and a second later I could feel her body tense up as I realized she was bearing down for me and a moment later, his cum began to seep out of her. She's never felt it gay or bi- that I like doing this for her and neither do I. I just know that it turns the heck on in me knowing that his cock just left it all in her. My own cock was rock hard when I tasted his stuff in her, I know the taste very well now and honestly after the first few seconds, I don't mind it at all, actually it's intensely erotic.
She let me nuzzle up and lick her all over for a few more minutes until I felt her hand on my head and her say softly "that's enough baby....". I pulled my face away from her and I know it was all wet from her but she wanted to kiss me anyway. She reached down and felt that I stil had my clothes on and she smiled and said "you going to enjoy yourself later?" and I just had to smile back and she knew.
Paul must listen in from our bathroom because he seems to always wait till I'm done before he flushes the toilet which is my cue to leave them alone together. I'm quite sure the next time I heard her cry out was when he was in her anally as the next day she confirmed she'd "... been had everywhere...".
For this weekend though, he will not be spending the night. Our daughter will be coming home on Sunday and starting to bring some stuff home from college - other stuff will be going to her apartment she'll be splitting with her best-friend.
It does seem quite long ago now. Honestly it feels odd that I didn't post anything? But as I said, crazy busy week.
Paul came here, later as I'd expected and to Sue's annoyance. It's interesting to see her when she gets like that. She wants to be mad at him and I suppose, punish him, but at the same time, I know she's horny.
I'll share that its actually those moments that really get me turned on as she doesn't hide them as much from me any more. Recalling Saturday she commented several times at how horny she was.
Things do continue to ease between Paul and I. We still don't actually talk about sex, but it's far easier to greet him and be honestly saying to him "hey, how are you doing?" and to actually talk with him for a few minutes. He was genuinely curious about some work I'm doing repairing some walls in our basement, now asking about my sheetrock abilities. Actually we talk about Sue too, but just from a how-she-is perspective and as I said, not sexually - perhaps one day. I did tell him she was annoyed that he was late and he laughed and said that he was sure she would get over it and I laughed and agreed as he walked up to our livingroom where she was. I took his coat and hung it up and then gave them a few minutes.
I'm not sure if I've said this before here but I now find myself getting turned on seeing her kissing him. I remember I used to not like it, but now, again maybe beta-wise, it turns me on to see her get into a passionate kiss with him.
We had already eaten dinner but waited to have some wine and a little dessert with Paul. The 3 of us sat outside for a bit as it was nice out for while into Saturday evening. But by the time it was starting to get dark, I knew they would want some alone time so I left them and went back down to work in the basement.
I know this will sound bizarre, but in some ways, the 2 of them together on Saturday night is starting to feel like a norm. We all talked and I did tell both of them honestly that "I.... like it better when.... when you're both here...." and I told them both that the house is too big and too quiet. Paul said "geez... I didn't know... I just assumed.....". So I'd pretty much told them that they should feel comfortable - and - they did.
I've chatted and PM'ed with many others and I have to continue to say that seeing her with him is really beautiful. Almost like a private movie in a way. The feelings have only intensified as we've gone ahead, really tweaking the beta-part of me - seeing her just looking so natural and effortless with him. I read back to my earliest times and I can remember feeling some angst at that - thinking back I can remember that feeling. But now - honestly - seeing her undress with him or seeing her naked with him - it's really beautiful. Seeing him admire her the way I do and the way I feel - it's actually a comforting feeling.
I watched them make love the first time - first from the doorway and then next to them as she began to get into it even more. I don't know that I"ll ever tire of seeing her like that. As I said, if anything, seeing them tweaks my beta-ness even more. Seeing his cock glistening and knowing its from her cumming with him is just something I've always found thrilling to me. I can't explain it - but it just feels good to me to see. They are just so comfortable together - he pulled out of her and I watched as she turned over onto her knees. He did look at me as he put his hands on her butt and spread her open.
If I had been stroking my cock at that point I'd have cum from how she looked as he literally held her open. I thought maybe he was going to have her anally but instead - it was just as erotic to see him rub the big head of his cock up and down and then just push it into her pussy! Hearing her moan as the head pushed in was just a beautiful moment to me.
I could try to describe it all, but can simply say that while she did cum with him doggy, that I knew where she'd want to be when he was ready to cum. Sure enough - when she (and even I could tell) knew he was close she pulled herself off of him and she turned over for one of my favorite moments - seeing her lie back knowing he is going to enter her again and this time he's going to cum in her. There is just something so hot to me seeing her ready for him like that. Perhaps my favorite moment came a short while later - seeing him let loose inside her. Hearing her soft moan rising to a loud shriek as he continues to fuck her as he cums in her.
All I can say is that Paul is a considerate guy. I know it takes a lot for him to, albeit when he's ready, to pull out of her and head into the bathroom to clean up and now I know to be - him also giving her and I a moment together. She reached out and held my hand and then pulled me to her for a quick kiss and a whisper from her that she loved me. As I pulled back she smiled and simply said "do you want to?" and I nodded what must have looked like an eager yes. She smiled and spread her legs. Mmmm - recalling - she was wet but, well from experience I know that he's always really deep in her when he cums so it's not like it just gushes out of her, at least not right away.
She didn't need to tell me to not really suck or lick at her too much - as others have pointed out this is something she does for me as while it feels good to her, it's surely something that she does more for me. I licked a bit and she felt so smooth and that soft feeling of being slightly swollen. I could taste what I knew was from her - even now when she cums it's got this sweet taste to it that I admit IS something I do miss. When she felt me pushing my tongue further in she put her hand on my head and a second later I could feel her body tense up as I realized she was bearing down for me and a moment later, his cum began to seep out of her. She's never felt it gay or bi- that I like doing this for her and neither do I. I just know that it turns the heck on in me knowing that his cock just left it all in her. My own cock was rock hard when I tasted his stuff in her, I know the taste very well now and honestly after the first few seconds, I don't mind it at all, actually it's intensely erotic.
She let me nuzzle up and lick her all over for a few more minutes until I felt her hand on my head and her say softly "that's enough baby....". I pulled my face away from her and I know it was all wet from her but she wanted to kiss me anyway. She reached down and felt that I stil had my clothes on and she smiled and said "you going to enjoy yourself later?" and I just had to smile back and she knew.
Paul must listen in from our bathroom because he seems to always wait till I'm done before he flushes the toilet which is my cue to leave them alone together. I'm quite sure the next time I heard her cry out was when he was in her anally as the next day she confirmed she'd "... been had everywhere...".
For this weekend though, he will not be spending the night. Our daughter will be coming home on Sunday and starting to bring some stuff home from college - other stuff will be going to her apartment she'll be splitting with her best-friend.