Nah, my gf isn't cheating on me. She cheated on me once early in our relationship but she only made out with someone. I didn't like the idea of cuckolding at first, I thought it was really weird. I was always submissive though.
At first, I was asking her what she would do if she begins to like someone else. She said she would have to leave me because she doesn't want to cheat. Then I kind of begged her not do that. I told her why would she leave me permanently for someone she just wants to try temporarily. She thinks it was pathetic and that I'm really obsessed with her. Although I can tell she liked it. At that point I still don't like the thought of her having sex with someone else.
Until the thought kept playing in my mind. I started to like it. I started to get obsessed with it. I told her about it and she was a bit shocked of course. She said, if I'm okay with it, then she won't mind fucking someone in front of me. It really made me horny, it's something I haven't felt before. It's just so good. The problem is just, there are times (random times and sometimes after I cum), I don't feel submissive at all. I feel the opposite.
That two opposing personality didn't matter much before, I mean the dominant me wouldn't feel pissed if my gf sat on my face or if she made me kiss her feet, since that's just two of us doing things. But I can tell, that the dominant me, would be so mad if my gf fucked someone else. Should a cuckold be someone that feels submissive at all times? I told my gf about all of this and she now rejects the idea of fucking someone else (because I think she doesn't want me to be mad). /And here I was thinking I was lucky that I was able to confess and convince my gf to want to cuckold me, but now I blew it.