I have only once, before our marriage. This was also the start of the seed of cuckoldry in my brain.
Some of you might be familiar with the concept of arranged marriages in Eastern countries (like India and China). Ours was an arranged marriage with our parents fixing it for us.
On my first meeting alone with my wife, she confessed that she has a boyfriend who she is on the verge of breaking up with. They were unable to marry each other due to various parental objections. Sad, but in any case, what came next was a thunderbolt for me. She told me (when i asked) point black that they were physical. She said that she wants to start our relation in an honest way.
I was crestfallen to know that my would be wife had her cherry popped by some other man. But she said that all this will stop when we get married. Which meant that she will continue seeing him till our marriage. I didn't pursued that point thinking that she may be emotionally attached to him.
Now, all 3 of us (including him) were living in the same city. She was living alone in an apartment. One day when i called her, she seemed a bit perturbed and i distinctly heard a male voice in the background. Even though she had told me that she will continue to see her bf till our marriage, i got anxious and told her that i am coming.
It took me one whole hr to reach her house (due to distance and traffic). She knew it that it will take me that much time. When i reached there, she welcomed me as usual. Everything looked properly arranged including her bed.
I started kissing her immediately (our first kiss) and she responded back. Soon we were undressing. Perhaps, she also got carried away in the moment, or perhaps she didn't think that i was suspicious, whatever, she allowed me to undress her completely. 2 things happened almost at the same time:
1) She commented (almost spontaneously) "Is this how big it gets?". (somehow the english translation is not conveying the hindi meaning completely). I knew immediately that her lover is bigger than me.
2) I saw dried cum on her legs. It was clear that her lover has left his left over all over legs. I did n't know at that time the meaning of creampie, but i still cleaned her completely. When i was eating her pussy, she came. I dont know if at that moment she was thinking about me or her lover.
After our marriage, she kept her promise and stopped seeing him completely. He still write emails to her sometimes which she replies very formally.