Well, I thought this marked a good point to start a new thread as we are certainly moving onto a new phase of things.
After our kids left for the night, Sue started the evening out on a more serious note. We talked for quite a while as she really wanted to make sure I was ready for this next step and that I truly wanted it. She told me how she felt about it - both from her appreciation of it and her saying it's one of the most loving and giving things I could ever do for her - but she also told me how she felt about it from a sexual perspective.
Actually her main point was really pushing me on the whole beta-thing. She said that in so many ways she found it to be something very powerful for her to feel - that she wants to move towards only being sexual with her boyfriend. She assured me that - as always - it'll be something that I am ready for. And that was her main point, to reinforce my readiness last night. It also confirmed my earlier thoughts as she all but came out and said that she wanted to separate her sexual feelings from me - only she presented it as something that she feels she really wants to experience with Paul. I asked if he was really Mr. Right or whether he as just Mr. Right-Now. She giggled and said that she might have agreed with me a few weeks ago, but that in the last few weeks, she's begun to feel the sort of fulfillment that she says must be what I seem to feel.
She held my hand and said that she was ready to do this and she truly wanted me to confirm my own desires. She also told me that she thought it would be good for me - that she believes me that it's something I want to feel and she even said she can sort of understand it from how I seem to have been since "coming out" to her (my way of putting it) - and again, she thought it would be good for us to sort of recharge the spark between us. Any glimmer of reluctance I had faded away as she talked to me. And when it was my turn to share my thoughts, I found it strangely easy to tell her that it turned me on to think of her only having some and eventually, maybe all of her sexual play with Paul. I told her that jerking-off seemed to be very fulfilling when I was aware of what she was doing and that it all seemed to be linked. At another point I told her without any doubt that the thought of her only cumming like she does after a good fuck - that she would only have that with him was something that burned in me and continually kept me rock hard.
And so, by about 8pm last night, we had moved on from the discussion/agreement phase. I teased her about how "comfortable" she would get for Paul but not for me - and sure enough, she scurried upstairs and came back in just one of my dress-shirts and she announced that she was mine for the night. We had 2 bottles of champagne chilled and we began drinking about 8:30pm - sharing some very intimate closeness as we kissed and sipped together.
At one point she saw me looking downward and when she glanced down she could see that her pussy was very visible from my view. She giggled and said "you can see more" and she moved so that all of her was basically on-display to me. She saw me still staring and she put one finger down there and then snaked it into her pussy and she giggled and said "I'm still wet from him yesterday" and with that she lay back on the couch and said "you can lick me if you want". As I started to lick her she began to talk to me and asked me if I liked how she tasted after she'd been with her lover. I groaned back that she was delicious. She asked me point blank if I could "taste his cum... he left so much in me...". I was hesitant before that but at that question I reached in and spread her pussy apart wider and I started to snake my tongue deeper into her and sucking gently at her. I was rewarded by a definite tart taste that began seeping out of her and I even looked up and I told her that it turned me on that I could taste him in her. As I looked up at her for a second she giggled at me and said something about "getting a good close look at it (her pussy)" and then she asked me if I was "ready to give it away?" I groaned and was now horny enough that I really needed to get inside her.
She knew it and she willingly lay back on the bed and made herself available to me. I swore in my head she felt different inside - and as I fucked her I started to tell her that I thought Paul was changing how she felt. She giggled and said she wasn't surprised because of "how he is shaped" and she then told me that she feels him so differently inside her that once he gets her going, she can really let herself go and cum. It hurt a little to hear her tell me how easily she orgasms with him - but at the same time, she seemed so up and positive about it all that it just made her seem beautiful to me. And then I told her again how it really turned me on that she would only "cum hard like that" with him. She was quiet when I said that and held my hand and she said she knew how hard that must be - but then she sort of had a more evil tone when she said "but it turns you on too, right???" I grunted her answer and she cooed that she loves knowing I am so turned on by what we're doing.
We were in bed and I knew that I wanted to knock off one round with her early in the night and save the last for later. She was VERY receptive and was almost eager to lay back for me and she even masturbated a little bit for me - as she said "I'll keep it wet for you". I pushed into her gently at first but as I said, once I got into her, she seemed to be much more open and stretched a bit inside. She was saying all sort of things - but mostly she was imploring me to "go slow baby and enjoy it all". And so I did. Oh man was it ever so exquisite pushing into her so slowly. Feeling every millimeter movement - feeling her pussy lips stretch and drag open further - but more so, feeling the open wet warmth inside her. As I pushed further, I'd pull back a bit and then push further in. At some point, when I pulled back, it was markedly wetter and more slick. She felt it as I did and she giggled and said "see, I told you I was still wet from yesterday". And my god was she - for the next few minutes her pussy became a slick mess as I pushed her legs back further and spread the wetness that was still seeping out of her.
More later...
After our kids left for the night, Sue started the evening out on a more serious note. We talked for quite a while as she really wanted to make sure I was ready for this next step and that I truly wanted it. She told me how she felt about it - both from her appreciation of it and her saying it's one of the most loving and giving things I could ever do for her - but she also told me how she felt about it from a sexual perspective.
Actually her main point was really pushing me on the whole beta-thing. She said that in so many ways she found it to be something very powerful for her to feel - that she wants to move towards only being sexual with her boyfriend. She assured me that - as always - it'll be something that I am ready for. And that was her main point, to reinforce my readiness last night. It also confirmed my earlier thoughts as she all but came out and said that she wanted to separate her sexual feelings from me - only she presented it as something that she feels she really wants to experience with Paul. I asked if he was really Mr. Right or whether he as just Mr. Right-Now. She giggled and said that she might have agreed with me a few weeks ago, but that in the last few weeks, she's begun to feel the sort of fulfillment that she says must be what I seem to feel.
She held my hand and said that she was ready to do this and she truly wanted me to confirm my own desires. She also told me that she thought it would be good for me - that she believes me that it's something I want to feel and she even said she can sort of understand it from how I seem to have been since "coming out" to her (my way of putting it) - and again, she thought it would be good for us to sort of recharge the spark between us. Any glimmer of reluctance I had faded away as she talked to me. And when it was my turn to share my thoughts, I found it strangely easy to tell her that it turned me on to think of her only having some and eventually, maybe all of her sexual play with Paul. I told her that jerking-off seemed to be very fulfilling when I was aware of what she was doing and that it all seemed to be linked. At another point I told her without any doubt that the thought of her only cumming like she does after a good fuck - that she would only have that with him was something that burned in me and continually kept me rock hard.
And so, by about 8pm last night, we had moved on from the discussion/agreement phase. I teased her about how "comfortable" she would get for Paul but not for me - and sure enough, she scurried upstairs and came back in just one of my dress-shirts and she announced that she was mine for the night. We had 2 bottles of champagne chilled and we began drinking about 8:30pm - sharing some very intimate closeness as we kissed and sipped together.
At one point she saw me looking downward and when she glanced down she could see that her pussy was very visible from my view. She giggled and said "you can see more" and she moved so that all of her was basically on-display to me. She saw me still staring and she put one finger down there and then snaked it into her pussy and she giggled and said "I'm still wet from him yesterday" and with that she lay back on the couch and said "you can lick me if you want". As I started to lick her she began to talk to me and asked me if I liked how she tasted after she'd been with her lover. I groaned back that she was delicious. She asked me point blank if I could "taste his cum... he left so much in me...". I was hesitant before that but at that question I reached in and spread her pussy apart wider and I started to snake my tongue deeper into her and sucking gently at her. I was rewarded by a definite tart taste that began seeping out of her and I even looked up and I told her that it turned me on that I could taste him in her. As I looked up at her for a second she giggled at me and said something about "getting a good close look at it (her pussy)" and then she asked me if I was "ready to give it away?" I groaned and was now horny enough that I really needed to get inside her.
She knew it and she willingly lay back on the bed and made herself available to me. I swore in my head she felt different inside - and as I fucked her I started to tell her that I thought Paul was changing how she felt. She giggled and said she wasn't surprised because of "how he is shaped" and she then told me that she feels him so differently inside her that once he gets her going, she can really let herself go and cum. It hurt a little to hear her tell me how easily she orgasms with him - but at the same time, she seemed so up and positive about it all that it just made her seem beautiful to me. And then I told her again how it really turned me on that she would only "cum hard like that" with him. She was quiet when I said that and held my hand and she said she knew how hard that must be - but then she sort of had a more evil tone when she said "but it turns you on too, right???" I grunted her answer and she cooed that she loves knowing I am so turned on by what we're doing.
We were in bed and I knew that I wanted to knock off one round with her early in the night and save the last for later. She was VERY receptive and was almost eager to lay back for me and she even masturbated a little bit for me - as she said "I'll keep it wet for you". I pushed into her gently at first but as I said, once I got into her, she seemed to be much more open and stretched a bit inside. She was saying all sort of things - but mostly she was imploring me to "go slow baby and enjoy it all". And so I did. Oh man was it ever so exquisite pushing into her so slowly. Feeling every millimeter movement - feeling her pussy lips stretch and drag open further - but more so, feeling the open wet warmth inside her. As I pushed further, I'd pull back a bit and then push further in. At some point, when I pulled back, it was markedly wetter and more slick. She felt it as I did and she giggled and said "see, I told you I was still wet from yesterday". And my god was she - for the next few minutes her pussy became a slick mess as I pushed her legs back further and spread the wetness that was still seeping out of her.
More later...