womens help

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I have been married 18 years to my beautiful wife. I have fantasized before about some of the guys she worked with fucking her, but I never brought it up before. Well now we have 5 kids and she is a stay at home mom(still good looking and a nice body). and I am having these fantasies again and they are driving me crazy, I wake up with my little hard on and cant seem to stop these thoughts out of my mind. I even fantasize that she is fucking her first fiance(who she did tell me the first time we made love that he was much bigger than me and that he felt better) and that I clean them both. My Question to women is this, I have never given my wife an orgasm, and until recently I thought I had a goodsized cox(I measured it recently after being in the mens locker room---it is 4" when hard) How do I bring these fantasies up to a vwer coservative women, and does orgasm and size really make a women wild in bed. Please respond I really want for her to be satisfied and feel an orgasm for the first time in 20 years. Any suggestions would be helpful. We live in naples Florida if any bulls want to teach us. Also have not had sex in 6 months I can only get hard when I THINK of another man cumming in her after making her cum, I dont care if can never enter her pussy again as long has he makes her cum like some of the stories I have read and I can lick them both.