So I have a respectable wife who I ve had cuckold feelings for over 10 years. She doesn't know about this. I think about the thought of her with another guy every day. It's never happened but things like a guy talking to her at a bar gets me turned on and I feel passive about it. When iam having sex with her I can only cum if I visualise her with another guy.
Yet oddly last year I had an affair, and It was the opposite I was extremely jealous of my mistress. Hated the thought of her with another guy, if another guy at a bar come over and talked to her, I wanted to punch his lights outs. I even got jealous of her ex husband who she hadn't been in a relationship for a few years.
Anyone else had these type of feelings for a wife v a mistress?, or maybe they had a certain feeling for an ex and it changed when they got a new partner?
Or maybe someone can provide an explanation for my feelings, it all seems very odd to me and I can't put a feeling on why I felt like this?
Yet oddly last year I had an affair, and It was the opposite I was extremely jealous of my mistress. Hated the thought of her with another guy, if another guy at a bar come over and talked to her, I wanted to punch his lights outs. I even got jealous of her ex husband who she hadn't been in a relationship for a few years.
Anyone else had these type of feelings for a wife v a mistress?, or maybe they had a certain feeling for an ex and it changed when they got a new partner?
Or maybe someone can provide an explanation for my feelings, it all seems very odd to me and I can't put a feeling on why I felt like this?
