Thinking of sucking my first BBC...

[SubGimp26]

Hi, I am new to the forum but I have been fascinated by this lifestyle for a few years now. I tried to get my ex-fiance to cuck me, but she was never into it. Come to find out she cheated anyway.

I am single and it is hard for me to meet women, much less date one and get them into cuckolding. Still, I cant get the fantasy out of my head. Ideally, I really want to be "******" to suck my gf's lover's big black cock in front of her. I think it would make me feel less gay about it.

Let me say that I am not attracted to men at all, I don't want to kiss or have sex with another dude, and I don't consider myself gay; I'd say I am 95% straight, haha. I just really have a desire to play with a big black cock and suck it to completion. I want to taste black cum, and have it on my face.

I have responded to a few ads on craigslist and have corresponded with a few well-hung black gents. I am anxious/nervous/scared about going through with it though, so I came here for advice.

What do you guys think? Has anyone done this before? Have you been lucky enough to have your wife/gf present? What is it like sucking a BBC? Am I gay? Should I wait until I have a girl who is into it, and let her "force" me to do it?

This fantasy is just so strong, all I can think about is sucking black cock! Ahhhhh help me

 

[SubGimp26]

I'm a bit confused, however, as you say above that you "don't want to have sex with another dude" ... hummm, what do you think oral sex is? I think everyone goes through a period of their life where they sexually experiment with different things. IF you no longer have the desire to be with females, however, ... then you can title yourself GAY. Personally, I can't imagine going one day without the desire for pussy, but to EACH HIS OWN![/FONT]

I meant anal sex, fag

 

[Ballspanking]

It's seems odd that you could distinguish you sucking a cock from anal penetration, and not acknowledge both as homosexual attractions.

 

[GASubM4Fun]

Former President Clinton SAID clearly that ORAL SEX was NOT SEX! LOL

SubGimp26 ... if you still desire to have sex with females, you're definitely NOT gay ... does "bi-sexual" ring a bell with you, because that's pretty much what you are, it appears! I'm a bit confused, however, as you say above that you "don't want to have sex with another dude" ... hummm, what do you think oral sex is? I think everyone goes through a period of their life where they sexually experiment with different things. IF you no longer have the desire to be with females, however, ... then you can title yourself GAY. Personally, I can't imagine going one day without the desire for pussy, but to EACH HIS OWN!

Former President Clinton SAID clearly that ORAL SEX was NOT SEX! LOL

 

[SoonToBe]

Don't be too hard on SubGimp.
I'll admit that during my years in college that I explored my own sexuality a bit and I did suck a few cocks.
As Mac said, it could be jusr a phase he's going through. For myself, after a few months, I realized that I was no longer curious about it.
I have told my wife about it and she lumped it into the same category as she is in - as she too back when she was in college also explored lesbian-sex for a while.

I can say from vivid memory that it was pretty exciting at the time and for SubGimp - feeling aand tasting a cock burst loose in your mouth was a very different feeling. In retrospect, I think the fantasy of it was better than the reality.

I will say that I have often wondered if my cuckold-desires may be somehow related to my possibly living out my wife's sex with Brad vicariously, maybe as if it was me instead of her.

But I can also say what a gay friend of ours told us once - that if you're a guy and you like fucking and eating pussy - that you are NOT gay.

I also empathasize with SubGimp in that at the time, other than my curiosity/desire to suck a bit - I had and have never had any desire for anything else with a guy (no anal, no kissing/hugging, etc.).

I will probably get flamed for posting this, but what the heck - it's almost 30 years ago now.

 

[Saraha]

If the Pope was to tell everyone that being gay was highly desirable, then everyone would be trying it out without any feeling of it being not right.

Nothing wrong with being gay, but you have to make sure you don't increase the chances of getting diseases and spreading them round to others. Sin = not be careful and considerate to others.