I think you are ready for a big black cock now that you have tried a lovely dildo. May I respectfully suggest you spoil yourself by going to breeding fuck-fest at a non-fertile time of your cycle. There will be a room full of black bulls to provide for your every need.
Go to a health spa to have a nice relaxing massage, then a warm bath, then head off to the fuck-fest. It will open up your mind to the sexual adventures beyond your dreams in sub-space. Take along a camera.