I'm in my 70s now and my wife's full-time carer. She's no longer able to have sex and the best I get from her is the occasional feel of her saggy boobs. Every day I think about the times other men have fucked her and it always turns me on. I never did get to watch her so I go online and watch other women getting fucked and, if I can see the man's cock sliding in and out, I imagine it's my wife he's enjoying and I edge myself but usually deny myself any relief.
There was, for me, a serious element of humiliation in being made a cuckold and having it made clear that I couldn't please her the way other men could. Often I strip naked and go on-line so that real men can look at me and tell me what they think. In reality very few add to my humiliation but there are some men who enjoy directing me taking advantage of my submissive side. I do fantasise about other men using me for their pleasure and amusement.
I usually sleep naked or with no more than a T-shirt on and last night, about one o'clock, I had to go to the kitchen which meant walking through the room where my wife sleeps. She was awake and spoke appreciatively of the view she got of my backside (she's always like my butt) so I turned around so she could see my little man. "What about this?" I asked. She tilted her head to one side, gave me the look that says "I don't want to hurt you but I have to tell the truth" and said "What about it, I can hardly see it". Yes, she still knows how to humiliate me lovingly.
Are others here in similar situations? Please share.
There was, for me, a serious element of humiliation in being made a cuckold and having it made clear that I couldn't please her the way other men could. Often I strip naked and go on-line so that real men can look at me and tell me what they think. In reality very few add to my humiliation but there are some men who enjoy directing me taking advantage of my submissive side. I do fantasise about other men using me for their pleasure and amusement.
I usually sleep naked or with no more than a T-shirt on and last night, about one o'clock, I had to go to the kitchen which meant walking through the room where my wife sleeps. She was awake and spoke appreciatively of the view she got of my backside (she's always like my butt) so I turned around so she could see my little man. "What about this?" I asked. She tilted her head to one side, gave me the look that says "I don't want to hurt you but I have to tell the truth" and said "What about it, I can hardly see it". Yes, she still knows how to humiliate me lovingly.
Are others here in similar situations? Please share.
