No cock, no wife!

[lifelong cuck]

Hi, as some of you will know my wife moved to the DC area just before Christmas to take up a year long post there with a view to maybe making it permanent. We were going to continue our cuckold marriage with her dating guys for sex and keeping me in the loop. With her coming back at the end of the year or if she stayed me joining her over there.

As you may have read, the last year has seen my cock shrink and shrink to the point now where I can't even boast to a single inch! I have been unable to attain an erection in over 9 months and at best that is merely me ******** the head of my cock, there isn't any shaft or what I do have is actually fully inside me now.

I helped my wife move most of her everyday things over to her condo in Reston in early December and planned to come home early in the New Year. However just before Christmas my wife told me she wanted me to leave early as she felt she couldn't respect me as I no longer had a cock, so wasn't a man at all. I left on 24th December and now just exchange the odd email with her as she moves to divorce me on the grounds of physical and mental cruelty as my lack of any cock causes her mental and physical anguish.

As an aside, what is stated on a divorce petiton regarding the reason for the divorce and how much detail is declared at the decree absolute stage?

 

[Saraha]

What has caused your penis to shrink?
How do you feel about your marriage ending?
What is the longest your penis ever got to in your life?

 

[lifelong cuck]

Shrinkage

What has caused your penis to shrink?

Well age firstly, now in late 50's but have been taking prostate medication for 18 months now.

How do you feel about your marriage ending?

I'm gutted, was so happy in my marriage. Still hoping she'll call the divorce off and continue with our cuckold ways.

What is the longest your penis ever got to in your life?

As a young man about 5.25" erect but by 40's it had shrunk to about 3" erect. About this tiem last year it was about 1" erect and I could still orgasm. Haven't been able to cum in over 9 months. My wife said that is what troubles her most, that I can't cum, she says it makes her feel that I'm useless and her cuckolding me doesn't give me a physical thrill. If I have no dick and can't cum then I'm not a man.

 

[lifelong cuck]

Physical

You have a lot of abdomen fat there ... lifelongcuck. Over time and age that happens a lot to people, but especially affects men sexually, most. Abdomen fat frustrates fat women as well, as their men's cocks can't penetrate them as deeply when it exists.

Your cock hasn't gone anywhere. Its just as long as it always was. If you're unable to cum, there are a ton of reasons that could be, but I'd suspicion that abdomen fat first of all. Even so, it wouldn't hurt for you to get a physical and talk to your doctor about the ejaculation problem. It could be a serious medical reason (lets hope not), like a tumor, or diabeties, etc. But, try losing that body fat above your cock ... and I think you'll feel a bit more confident of yourself. Once you lose the fat, you can get some lypo suction to remove the fat cells in your stomach and abdomen , and I think you'll maraculously will see your cock return to its old glory ... possibly you'll need some rogaine to make it hold up like it use to, however.

You probably haven't had a physical lately ... so try getting one and let us know the feedback your doctor gave you. I'd certainly be interested. Good luck ... Mac

I regularly attend my doctor but I do have some familiale weight problems do to genes and being endomorphic in later decades having been mesophoric in youth. Both parents were endomorphic as I remember them. My body fat % is around 28%-30% but my main problems are related to hormones. I naturally have very low testosterone with high female counts. I went on testosterone supplementation just after I turned 50 ( being in th elowest percentile for aman my age) but coming up on 2 years ago was showing prostate BPH so had to go on medication for that which 7 months ago was doubled. Since my early 40's my cock has been shrinking but since the prostate medication it has all but disappeared. I did recently discuss my lack of size and inability to cum with my doctor who said I had a chocie of avoiding prostate, which killed my father, and beign impotent or I can for a few years get back to my 3" penis and with little blue pills erections and orgasms.

Thnaks for writing and like to hear your comments on my reply.

 

[Saraha]

Have you had your food analysed for female hormone content. Soy products seem to be in everything now and chicken seems high in feminising products. I guess your Doctor is right about a choice because of your prostrate history.

Dr Sears has an American website, and he is the kind of guy who could probably help you in amazing ways if you choose to GO VISIT HIM IN PERSON.

Sign up for his free news letter. He has worked with 20,000 heart patients and is now running programmes that are likely to extend people's lives by 20 years. He appears to be at the cutting edge of genuine health products that bi-pass the "profit making health companies". You will see his photo on his website and he certaintly seems full of energy and vitality. He has a 15-minute PACE fitness programme which can make you fit enough to run faster than a dinosaur looking for his lunch.

 

[Custer Laststand]

Lifelong cuck,

.... I left on 24th December and now just exchange the odd email with her as she moves to divorce me on the grounds of physical and mental cruelty as my lack of any cock causes her mental and physical anguish. .... What is stated on a divorce petition regarding the reason for the divorce, and how much detail is declared at the decree absolute stage?

I would say stating "[your] lack of a cock causes [your wife] mental and physical anguish" is way beyond the necessary level of detail on your wife's divorce petition. Many couples who divorce for reasons related to sex, or lack thereof, simply cite "irreconcilable differences" as their reason for divorcing. If Virginia is a "no fault divorce" state, that should be more than sufficient. If it isn't, you may need to consult someone knowledgeable, possibly a family law attorney, to get an answer. You may need to do that to get an accurate answer to your "how much detail is declared at the decree absolute stage" question. Possibly you could also find out by looking up past examples of such decrees, if they're in the public domain.

I would guess taking action to counteract (if possible) your "disappearing cock problem" will not affect your wife's decision to divorce you one way or the other, because she has probably been thinking about it for a long time and has concluded divorcing you is her only reasonable option.

If your weight and amount of belly fat has been more-or-less similar to what it is now for a number of years, but if (as you say) you have been taking prostate medication for 18 months and your cock has shrunk to the point of disappearance during the past 18 months, I suggest moving your prostate medication to, or near, the top of your list of prime suspects.

Although you said you see your physician with some regularity, many medical doctors — perhaps a majority, and perhaps including your physician — don't know a whole lot about sex and sexuality. Thus, I suggest seeking a clinic that specializes in sex problems and erectile dysfunction (ED). If you live in or near a city of significant size, there are probably a number of them more-or-less nearby. If not, you may have to travel a little way (probably not far) to find such a clinic. If you need a referral from your physician he should be more than willing to write one for you, since your problem is so serious it is resulting in loss of your wife and obviously he has not been able to treat or assist you in resolving it.

—Custer

 

[lifelong cuck]

Hormone balance

Have you had your food analysed for female hormone content. Soy products seem to be in everything now and chicken seems high in feminising products. I guess your Doctor is right about a choice because of your prostrate history.

My hormone profile suggests that I have, with my current level of testosterone supplementation, blood levels of an 80 year old man and the female hormone levlels of a 40 year old woman. My docotor considers I don't have enough male hormones present to either have an erection or expereince an orgasm. I would need extremely large amounts of injected male hormones to reclaim my penis and orgams. He suggests the levels of supplementation would have serious side effects over and above the normal prostate concerns. Plus with the amount of medication I'm taking for prostate BPH is neutralising the small amount of active testosterone and that my body is functioing solely on the larger than normal amounts of female hormones and that is why my cock has shrunk so small and why I can't cum.

 

[lifelong cuck]

Shrinking cock

Lifelong cuck,



I would say stating "[your] lack of a cock causes [your wife] mental and physical anguish" is way beyond the necessary level of detail on your wife's divorce petition. Many couples who divorce for reasons related to sex, or lack thereof, simply cite "irreconcilable differences" as their reason for divorcing. If Virginia is a "no fault divorce" state, that should be more than sufficient. If it isn't, you may need to consult someone knowledgeable, possibly a family law attorney, to get an answer. You may need to do that to get an accurate answer to your "how much detail is declared at the decree absolute stage" question. Possibly you could also find out by looking up past examples of such decrees, if they're in the public domain.

I would guess taking action to counteract (if possible) your "disappearing cock problem" will not affect your wife's decision to divorce you one way or the other, because she has probably been thinking about it for a long time and has concluded divorcing you is her only reasonable option.

If your weight and amount of belly fat has been more-or-less similar to what it is now for a number of years, but if (as you say) you have been taking prostate medication for 18 months and your cock has shrunk to the point of disappearance during the past 18 months, I suggest moving your prostate medication to, or near, the top of your list of prime suspects.

Although you said you see your physician with some regularity, many medical doctors — perhaps a majority, and perhaps including your physician — don't know a whole lot about sex and sexuality. Thus, I suggest seeking a clinic that specializes in sex problems and erectile dysfunction (ED). If you live in or near a city of significant size, there are probably a number of them more-or-less nearby. If not, you may have to travel a little way (probably not far) to find such a clinic. If you need a referral from your physician he should be more than willing to write one for you, since your problem is so serious it is resulting in loss of your wife and obviously he has not been able to treat or assist you in resolving it.

—Custer

About 9 months ago I was about 10 pounds heavier than I am now and my cock was about 1" long. That's around the time my doctor doubled the medication for my BPH, since then even with losing 10 pounds my cock has shrunk to almost negative proportions. My doctor's reasoning is I now have no active male hormones and larger than normal female hormores so that's why I have lost my maleness and can't achieve an erection or orgasm. I didn't realize you actually need testosterone to cum! One positive is my hair is growing back on my once bald pate! I know he is willing n able to refer me to any special I'd suggest.
My wofe said that me losing any ability to repsond ot her and the reaction of friends and family to me being cockless is too much fo rher and se prefers to find herself outside of me.
Secondly I'm not sure with her now living in Va if our divorce will be handled in the UK where we are both nationals or if marital laws in America will come into play. I think her mother has been instrumental in the wording used in the petition to highlight it is my 'short-comings' that is causing her daughter to seek divorce. I'm just concerned that once settled the wording will linger to mar any chance of a normal life.

 

[h5t6ca]

Question

Lifelong cuck,

Does you hormone imbalance cuse you any differebnt reactions to your sexuality?

Do you expereince any attraction to men?
Are you stilll interested in women?

How about your physical reactions to any outside stimukus?

 

[lifelong cuck]

Low male hormone changes

Lifelong cuck,

Does you hormone imbalance cuse you any differebnt reactions to your sexuality?

Well I can't get an erection or reach an orgasm as my mle hormones are too low, I average around 2% of maximum which is 1/12 of what I should have. Even my peak, 10 days after my injection, I still only reach 4-5% instead of the 25% for my age. I find I'm sexually attracted by emotional attractions rather than physical and am not interested in casual sex at all. I prefer to enjoy sex vicariously rather than participate. I find as I get further from my last jag I become more prone to Involuntary Orgasms, the only way I've found physical sexual release. I also find I leak precum almost continuously like a female does while aroused rather than like I used to when fully male.

Lifelong cuck,

Do you expereince any attraction to men?

Not directly but do see guys I think would be attractive to women. I find I am more sexually compatible to a guy after he's fucked my wife a few times
and I've eaten his cum. I do like to suck my wife's lovers hard so they can fuck her again. I really enjoy the sensation of a man's cock getting hard in my mouth and love the taste of a man's cum, the more often I eat someone's cum the more I want to and the more I want him to form a long term relationship with my wife. Occasionally I've sucked too long and he shoots his load directly into my mouth and this would usually cause me to cum.

Lifelong cuck,

Are you still interested in women?

Sexually no, I have no desire for penetrative sex, the idea is a turn off but I adore giving oral sex and eating cum from my wife's pussy after she's been fucked. I will gladly go down on her to get her hot for a lover or eat her out while she kisses and cuddles with him. I really enjoy her lover watching me eat his cum from her cunt or off her body/tits/face and as I say, I love to suck him hard to ride her again and enjoy handling his cock to slip it into her pussy. I also enjoy kissing her as her lover fucks her through orgasm

Lifelong cuck,

How about your physical reactions to any outside stimukus?

I can't get hard or cum through touching the head of my cock, which is usally tucked up inside the layer of muscle surround my pubic bone. I've rubbed and stroked myself until I've caused blisters or burns.

I can cum without warning and it makes my legs weak and I tingle and blush all over, starting from my feet or upper thighs and working it's way up to my hair roots. I can cum from sucking a man's cock and hav ehim cum in my mouth or watching my wife cum as she's fucked by a big cock. I don't have to be touched to cum and being touched doesn't add or increase the likelihood of me cumming.

Hope that answers all you've asked?

 

[wifepleaser2007]

Hello

Sorry to learn of your problems. I think the man that suggested losing weight is correct, and if you can lose body fat than you. In the meantime, I live very close to Washington. I would love to meet your wife and pleasure her. Thanks.

wifepleaser2007

 

[lifelong cuck]

Less is more

Sorry to learn of your problems. I think the man that suggested losing weight is correct, and if you can lose body fat than you. In the meantime, I live very close to Washington. I would love to meet your wife and pleasure her. Thanks.

wifepleaser2007

Well I am losing weight as best I can, around 10 pounds now.

As to my wife, I no longer have any say in her love life and she's dating in the DC area, I think she mentioned she's on Craigslist for the DC area, getting dates that way and has a semi regular B/F from her office, but other than that I have no idea.

 

[Saraha]

629 muscles in your body and the more of them you exercise the more muscle you build up. Muscle burns calories and sheds stored fat. Often diets don't work because they cause loss of muscle and make you hungry and your fat loss is (found) again.

The racewalkers swing their arms and use 60% of their muscles, whilst runners only use 40%. This explains why a good gym programme can build a lot of muscle from using most of the body's muscles. Each muscle group is exercised 1-3 sets of 10-15 reps until exhuastion, causing the body to grow new muscle fibres to get stronger and burn lots more stored fat without needing to do hours of cardio. Gym sessions also boost testosterone in the blood leading to more vigorous health and manliness.

 

[h5t6ca]

Thnaks

You are very kind in answering my questions, I have more:

why wouldn't your wife be happy with this situtaion?

She gets ses and lovers, she gets your attention and both seem to enjoy

Isn't it the best of both wolrds for you two?

Have you entertained the idea of having sex with your wife's lovers on for that case antoher man?

 

[Saraha]

Can you tell us a bit about your male hormone tests to come to the conclusion you have such a low percentage.

 

[lifelong cuck]

Exercise

629 muscles in your body and the more of them you exercise the more muscle you build up. Muscle burns calories and sheds stored fat. Often diets don't work because they cause loss of muscle and make you hungry and your fat loss is (found) again.

The racewalkers swing their arms and use 60% of their muscles, whilst runners only use 40%. This explains why a good gym programme can build a lot of muscle from using most of the body's muscles. Each muscle group is exercised 1-3 sets of 10-15 reps until exhuastion, causing the body to grow new muscle fibres to get stronger and burn lots more stored fat without needing to do hours of cardio. Gym sessions also boost testosterone in the blood leading to more vigorous health and manliness.

Not sure where you got your information on walking versus running but I can assure you that runing is only surpassed by cross country skiing for utilising more of ones Vo2Max. Also as we age we lose muscle fibers and can't grow new ones. What happens though exercise is we cause existing muscle fibers to hypertrophy, get larger. Gym exercises where reps are low and weights close to oones max ar ebest for causing fast twitch fibers to hypertrophy and also produce the largest amount of hormones, particularly testosterone. Might I also suggest supporting a successful sports team as this also produces lots of testosterone when your team wins.

I have been a 2.38 marathon runner but a car crash a few years ago led to problems with my T4 & T5 discs and stops me doing any real intense exercise as the muscles go into spasm and affect my diaphram's ability to expand.

 

[lifelong cuck]

And there's more!

You are very kind in answering my questions, I have more:

why wouldn't your wife be happy with this situtaion?

Well there have been a few instances where she has been exremely embarrassed when others have commented on the lack of a cock. One neighbor asked her if I was having a sex change operation. She was fine with me having a small cock as it was a natural excuse fo rher to cuckold me, but she sees my lack of any manhood as a slight on her.

You are very kind in answering my questions, I have more:


She gets ses and lovers, she gets your attention and both seem to enjoy

Isn't it the best of both wolrds for you two?

It certainly was for over 30 years but it seems that she's happier now with her new job in America and me left back in the UK. I was happy to let thigns ocntinue as they were but she it seems was not.

You are very kind in answering my questions, I have more:

Have you entertained the idea of having sex with your wife's lovers on for that case antoher man?

It has been almost 3 years since I was last present when my wife cuckolded me and was last October when she refused to let me eat her out after being fucked. Seems things have been closing down for some time.

Secondly I never really was into men and doubt they'd have any interest in me without a cock either?

 

[lifelong cuck]

Hormone balance

Can you tell us a bit about your male hormone tests to come to the conclusion you have such a low percentage.

When I turned 50 I had a blood test which showed that my male hormone levels were about 9% of optimum. My doctor said anything below 18% merited supplementation and as such I have been on various methods of testosterone supplementation ever since, tablets, patches and injections.

Once a year about 2 weeks after my injection I have another blood test which is used to assay the amount of male hormones present. Currently that runs at about 4-5% of optimum. Because they are so low at peak values he also measured them immediately prior to my last annual test and they were < 2%. In addition I also have higher than average levels of oestrogen and progesterone.
Hope this helps you?

 

[tinyuselesscuck]

hey lifelong i know a little of what you are going thru. i did a lot of steroids when i was younger. had a semi good body but my body stopped making testosterone and roids became illegal and i stopped taking them.
after time i stopped lifting noticed my sexdrive was down to nothing and thus was begging wife to find a lover as i could not get hard or satisfy her. i noticed my cock and balls got smaller and i had no energy. i went to a doctor about a year later and 2 b/f later for her lol found out a normal testosterone level was between 600 to 1000 mine was 98.
i have been on testosterone injections 1 cc every week ever since. now i still have lil dick and balls but im back to being horny 24-7 but im now and will be a cuckold

 

[Saraha]

World-class runners have identical vo2 max to world-class racewalkers. The WR for walking a 1,000 metres is 3.12 last time I checked, and 20 kms is down to 74 mins and 50 kms down to 3.34. Runners don't do much with their arms, but proper racewalkomg style requires all the chest muscles to be activated to swing the arms strongly.

All things being equal, the racewalker will win a fight because he is so strong in the chest.

Sprinters have the highest testosterone, ultra-distance runners become very slim and have lower levels of testosterone - and some research has found sprinters have more chance of producing male children.

Dr Sears, an American Doctor with experience with 20,000 heart patients reported last year that ultra-runners actually "downsize" their hearts and lungs as their body gets smaller and smaller to cope with the huge mileages they run. Paula Radcliffe, with a 2.15 marathon time, is just "lungs/heart on stilts".

Sprinters tend to get bigger and more muscled and their testosterone leaps, and vo2 max goes up from aiming for speed and strength.