Hi, I'm a 36 year old, married white man. I would like nothing more than for my wife to have sex with black men on a regular basis .My wife is 31 and we've been married for 11 years. I've been checking out this forum off and on for some time. I would make an occasional post under the old name that I had. I've finally decided to participate fully. I think that it would be great to talk about everything and make some like minded friends. My hopes are that wife will also join the forum and post her views, feelings and perspective on our past experiences and current situation.
First I would like to give you a little background about where I'm at with all of this. About 8 years ago I talked my wife in to experimenting with the lifestyle. Our marriage at the time wasn't very stable though. To make a long story short, She didn't want to, ended up doing it, loved it and became emotionally attached to the guy, in her own words "addicted to him". I wasn't ready for it and became jealous, wanted to stop it and we nearly got divorced over it. She swore that she would never do anything like that again and from then on we would have a traditional marriage. I was fine with that at the moment. Over the last 6 years though it is all that I think about. I'm a different person now and I've realized how selfish and controlling I was during the experience. I was more worried about what I was getting out of it rather than making it as enjoyable as possible for her.
Now to the present. Our marriage is stronger than ever. Over the last 2 or so years we've talked about it during sex and on occasion she has even used the black "Mr. Marcus" dildo that I bought her. While she knew that it was a turn on for me I don't believe that she really knew how seriously I think about it and want her to do it again. A couple of days ago I opened up and told her how I feel. I explained to her that I've basically been obsessed with the idea for the last six years. Once again she told me that she wouldn't do it again. Her reason is basically moral issues with it. She has changed a good bit since then and is more religious and believes that it goes against our wedding vows and is immoral. I'll get into that in another post though.
I'm looking forward to interacting with everyone.
First I would like to give you a little background about where I'm at with all of this. About 8 years ago I talked my wife in to experimenting with the lifestyle. Our marriage at the time wasn't very stable though. To make a long story short, She didn't want to, ended up doing it, loved it and became emotionally attached to the guy, in her own words "addicted to him". I wasn't ready for it and became jealous, wanted to stop it and we nearly got divorced over it. She swore that she would never do anything like that again and from then on we would have a traditional marriage. I was fine with that at the moment. Over the last 6 years though it is all that I think about. I'm a different person now and I've realized how selfish and controlling I was during the experience. I was more worried about what I was getting out of it rather than making it as enjoyable as possible for her.
Now to the present. Our marriage is stronger than ever. Over the last 2 or so years we've talked about it during sex and on occasion she has even used the black "Mr. Marcus" dildo that I bought her. While she knew that it was a turn on for me I don't believe that she really knew how seriously I think about it and want her to do it again. A couple of days ago I opened up and told her how I feel. I explained to her that I've basically been obsessed with the idea for the last six years. Once again she told me that she wouldn't do it again. Her reason is basically moral issues with it. She has changed a good bit since then and is more religious and believes that it goes against our wedding vows and is immoral. I'll get into that in another post though.
I'm looking forward to interacting with everyone.
