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Downlow,
I know what you're going through. It happened tp me about three years ago.
I had always fantasized about my lovely wife fucking and sucking some other man, but when it became a reality, I was devestated. I'm sure it was because it was done behind my back. The other part that bothered me was the obvious emotional connection they developed. Him more than her. When she decided to dump him, is when I found out about it. Hell he's the one that told me and provided the evedince. I wasn't pissed at him for fucking my wife, I was pissed because he was angry at her for dumping him and wanted to break up our marriage.
Don't get down on yourself for being turned on that you beautiful wife was sucking some other guy's dick. I still get hard when I think about what my wife was doing. I just wanted to be there. We all like the idea that our wifes and girlfriends might be the sluts we want them to be. We just want to be part of it.