I am happily married to my wife of 3 yrs (together for 18 yrs though, yes middle school we started dating). As far as I know she has only kissed a couple guys before we dated, and hasn't been with another guy at all since we've been together (again...as far as I know). I have been with a couple other girls, just once or twice though. I admitted to it both times right away and never did it again.
Now that you have a little background info, I'll get to my 2 dilemmas.
1) Is it possible that I don't want to be a cuck or at least try being cucked?
- i am almost certain of it, but I also am wondering is it kind of common for guys to fantasize about being cucked (or more then just cuck... joining in...maybe helping), but the fantasy should remain just a fantasy. Like I really don't think I'd fly off the rails or anything if we tried it and turned out I wasn't into it. So I guess I want to know if it's something I should be more concerned about and think about more.
2) How the hell do I get the ball roll rolling so I can watch (with possibilities of joining/helping) my wife get fucked by another guy(s)? Lol but seriously! I have fantasized about this for so long and have jerked off to the thought if it A LOT.... alot alot. I have had dreams about it in my sleep. I watch videos, read stories, I love it. I don't think I'd like the cuck sissy stuff (not judging, who knows maybe I would), but I'd love to see a huge cock or cocks in my wife's mouth and pussy. I honestly don't know if my dick is big or just average. It's only about 6.5-7 (closer to 7 on a good day haha) and I'd say decent girth. I would love nothing more to see my wife get screwed by a real big dick and wrap her lips around it, but I also would love just watching her with a regular dick too (which I'm thinking I'd want to see her try first, incase I am more jealous then I think I would be).
- I have brought it up to her many times when we are getting dirty and talking dirty. I try to make it sexy sounding and tell her how I'd love to watch her, I'd love to jerk off while she sucks cock, ask her if she can talk dirty about doing it, ask her if she'd want to try (i try to mix it up between dirty talk and a genuine question/request so she doesn't think I'd be mad later after I cum lol). I swear it looks like she wants to say yes and get into it everytime but she never does! She doesn't say no, she just chuckles a little and says "i love your dick tho".
- Also, I know this is going to sound stupid and yes I know obviously not all women would like it.... but like, cmon wouldn't most sexually active women like to get other cock? Even if there spouse/SO is hung good enough.
Alright well I know probably nobody read all that because I rambled and got lengthy. But if anyone did, any advice is welcomed and appreciated. Maybe I'm not using this forum right, or it's the wrong kind of forum/thread for my post. If so- tell me and I'll fuck off. Thanks
Now that you have a little background info, I'll get to my 2 dilemmas.
1) Is it possible that I don't want to be a cuck or at least try being cucked?
- i am almost certain of it, but I also am wondering is it kind of common for guys to fantasize about being cucked (or more then just cuck... joining in...maybe helping), but the fantasy should remain just a fantasy. Like I really don't think I'd fly off the rails or anything if we tried it and turned out I wasn't into it. So I guess I want to know if it's something I should be more concerned about and think about more.
2) How the hell do I get the ball roll rolling so I can watch (with possibilities of joining/helping) my wife get fucked by another guy(s)? Lol but seriously! I have fantasized about this for so long and have jerked off to the thought if it A LOT.... alot alot. I have had dreams about it in my sleep. I watch videos, read stories, I love it. I don't think I'd like the cuck sissy stuff (not judging, who knows maybe I would), but I'd love to see a huge cock or cocks in my wife's mouth and pussy. I honestly don't know if my dick is big or just average. It's only about 6.5-7 (closer to 7 on a good day haha) and I'd say decent girth. I would love nothing more to see my wife get screwed by a real big dick and wrap her lips around it, but I also would love just watching her with a regular dick too (which I'm thinking I'd want to see her try first, incase I am more jealous then I think I would be).
- I have brought it up to her many times when we are getting dirty and talking dirty. I try to make it sexy sounding and tell her how I'd love to watch her, I'd love to jerk off while she sucks cock, ask her if she can talk dirty about doing it, ask her if she'd want to try (i try to mix it up between dirty talk and a genuine question/request so she doesn't think I'd be mad later after I cum lol). I swear it looks like she wants to say yes and get into it everytime but she never does! She doesn't say no, she just chuckles a little and says "i love your dick tho".
- Also, I know this is going to sound stupid and yes I know obviously not all women would like it.... but like, cmon wouldn't most sexually active women like to get other cock? Even if there spouse/SO is hung good enough.
Alright well I know probably nobody read all that because I rambled and got lengthy. But if anyone did, any advice is welcomed and appreciated. Maybe I'm not using this forum right, or it's the wrong kind of forum/thread for my post. If so- tell me and I'll fuck off. Thanks
