Guys! Finally grew my balls into convince the fantasy to my gf few months ago. So basically this is how it went.
We don’t live together so we often watch porn together. One day i select a vid and share the link the next day she does. i asked her shall we watch a porn video from a category we have not watched and listed few categories we haven’t tried and included cuckold in it. (We have accidentally watched a cuckold video before but never talked about it) she selected some other category. Then before going into the hub to find a vid i said i have something to tell her, and asked her if she remember we accidentally watched a cuckold vid. She asked whats cuckold and i explained. She said yes she remember watching it.
Then i said i enjoyed it so much, i watched the same vid again and i’ve watched few more cuckold vids. She asked “why didn’t i tell her?” And i got so excited. Then she asked “do you wanna do it in real life” and imagine the excitement i had. Stupid me just said “If you want to, i’m down to do it”.
First she thought i wanted to sleep with other women. I made it clear it has nothing to do with this. Then she was so worried, asking me why do i want to share her, how could i think of something like that, i never wanted a man who will share me and she went on and on and on and kind of turned into a fight.
Just for the sake of calming her down i said “no we usually show each other what we like to try through porn and since you’ve told me you are into brown and black guys (she had told me this a very long time ago) I thought you’d enjoy that, its not something i want to do its just I thought you wanted that since you told me you are into black guys blah blah and controlled the situation” so i’d just say i bottled it and never really had a proper conversation.
Since then I didn’t even bring up cuckolding but we watched 2 or 3 MFM videos. (Not recently) Again, my cuck thoughts are peaked to the highest. I really wanna talk about this and i need few ideas on how to initiate the conversation again. Like i know communication is the key i just need a solid and creative conversation starter to have the talk with her.
Anyone else has been in the same situation or anyone with new ideas please help a wannabe out! Thanks
We don’t live together so we often watch porn together. One day i select a vid and share the link the next day she does. i asked her shall we watch a porn video from a category we have not watched and listed few categories we haven’t tried and included cuckold in it. (We have accidentally watched a cuckold video before but never talked about it) she selected some other category. Then before going into the hub to find a vid i said i have something to tell her, and asked her if she remember we accidentally watched a cuckold vid. She asked whats cuckold and i explained. She said yes she remember watching it.
Then i said i enjoyed it so much, i watched the same vid again and i’ve watched few more cuckold vids. She asked “why didn’t i tell her?” And i got so excited. Then she asked “do you wanna do it in real life” and imagine the excitement i had. Stupid me just said “If you want to, i’m down to do it”.
First she thought i wanted to sleep with other women. I made it clear it has nothing to do with this. Then she was so worried, asking me why do i want to share her, how could i think of something like that, i never wanted a man who will share me and she went on and on and on and kind of turned into a fight.
Just for the sake of calming her down i said “no we usually show each other what we like to try through porn and since you’ve told me you are into brown and black guys (she had told me this a very long time ago) I thought you’d enjoy that, its not something i want to do its just I thought you wanted that since you told me you are into black guys blah blah and controlled the situation” so i’d just say i bottled it and never really had a proper conversation.
Since then I didn’t even bring up cuckolding but we watched 2 or 3 MFM videos. (Not recently) Again, my cuck thoughts are peaked to the highest. I really wanna talk about this and i need few ideas on how to initiate the conversation again. Like i know communication is the key i just need a solid and creative conversation starter to have the talk with her.
Anyone else has been in the same situation or anyone with new ideas please help a wannabe out! Thanks
