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This could be a loooong read, but I guess to get an accurate answer, I should at least explain how it started. However, if you don't want to read some long story, the first paragraph should do. Anyways, thank you in advance to anyone that could help me.
So here's my story. I am 23yo and for quite a while I have been having this fantasies that at first scared the hell out of me. Those fantasies consist on thoughts of my mother having affairs with anyone, let it be the plumber, the mailman, my football team mates, my father's office friend, my best friend...
It all started when I was a teenager, and some of my friends would tease me saying "hey, your mom is hot, I wouldn't mind doing her, I'd like a bj out of that cute face" sort of things. That of course pissed me off a lot, and sometimes it would end in a fight. Besides that, I was kinda used to people staring at my mom, but you know, when a friend trashtalks about your mother, that's another story.
What changed my point of view about this thing about my mother was at high school, when my mother went to school to meet a teacher of mine to talk about my falling grades. This teacher is no perv no nothing. Actually he is one of the greatest teachers I've ever had, and one of the few who cared about me enough to talk to my parents about my grade fluctuations.
The thing is, this teacher had never met my mom before, and after they finished talking about me, they called me in, I guess so they could lecture me together after drawing similar conclusions about my academics.
So after the boring but short lecture, my mother looked really grateful to my teacher for caring that much about me, and she told him "I am so thankful you called us. I'm glad you called. If he continued like this he might have not even be able to go to college. Please, if you ever need something, ANYTHING, please just ask me and I will do whatever you want".
At the moment that didn't sound that sexual, but then when my mom left my teacher told me: "Hey, you must be happy. You have a beautiful mom". I guessed that triggered something, because that night, my mind was filled with images of me leaving my mom and teacher there at the office, and then my teacher groping and kissing her like crazy while telling her "you said you would do anything, right?" and my mom replying "oh yes, anything, anything you ask me".
That really aroused me, but I was sort of afraid of the implications, so I tried to bury it deep. It didn't help that I had to see this teacher every day at school, neither did that my mom was a total MILF to the eyes of all my friends. But somehow, I managed to bury that image of my mom and teacher deep down somewhere, until I got to college.
One day during a break, I was with some friends and we were joking about some teacher at her mid 30's who was pretty hot, and then one of my friends who had spent couple of evenings at my home, jumped in and said: "talking about MILFs, you guys knew John's mom is a total hottie? That teacher, I bet you guys will drool over, haha". He obviously meant to do just some friendly needling, but it brought back all those buried fantasies, and suddenly the image of my mom in class, being the teacher and giving some special lessons to my friends took over me.
It has been 2 years since that incident, and the fantasies have escalated. Sometimes I fantasize coming back home and finding my mom being banged by some of my friends. I try to stop it, but then she humiliates me and tells me to shut up and watch or go to my room and do my friend's homework, while she asks them to keep pounding her, and they all laugh at me, telling me what a slut I have for a mom.
I guess there are some parallelisms with the classic wife/husband/bull cuckolding, but I think that most of the cuckolds here never had those kind of fantasies about their mothers.
One thing I'd like to add is that my fantasies have also evolved somehow, and even my mom is acknowledged as a hottie even for my college friends, the mom I see in my fantasies is not here anymore. It doesn't have her face, her manners, her voice, but it still is my mother. Well, I guess it's kinda confusing.
What I'd like to know is if there are similar cases you know of, maybe some forums/communities about this, and if there is even a name for this? The fantasy of having your wife/gf banged by other guy is called cuckolding. What is the name for fantasizing about your mom getting banged by friends/strangers/anyone but your father?
Oh, and very very important. No, it's not Oedipus complex, since incest is something that really turns me off. I, personally, have no sexual attraction to her, it's just the thought of her appearing to be a perfect mother and wife, and in reality being an unfaithful slut.
And one last thing, I don't think I'd like this to happen in real life. It's just purely a fantasy.
So in summary:
1) I fantasize about my mother being with other people.
2) Sometimes the mother in my fantasies is not even my real mother.
3) Not Oedipus complex related(at least I find the thought of doing my mother repulsive)
4) I like the fantasy status just fine. If it happened in real life, I think I will leave my home and never come again.
So here's my story. I am 23yo and for quite a while I have been having this fantasies that at first scared the hell out of me. Those fantasies consist on thoughts of my mother having affairs with anyone, let it be the plumber, the mailman, my football team mates, my father's office friend, my best friend...
It all started when I was a teenager, and some of my friends would tease me saying "hey, your mom is hot, I wouldn't mind doing her, I'd like a bj out of that cute face" sort of things. That of course pissed me off a lot, and sometimes it would end in a fight. Besides that, I was kinda used to people staring at my mom, but you know, when a friend trashtalks about your mother, that's another story.
What changed my point of view about this thing about my mother was at high school, when my mother went to school to meet a teacher of mine to talk about my falling grades. This teacher is no perv no nothing. Actually he is one of the greatest teachers I've ever had, and one of the few who cared about me enough to talk to my parents about my grade fluctuations.
The thing is, this teacher had never met my mom before, and after they finished talking about me, they called me in, I guess so they could lecture me together after drawing similar conclusions about my academics.
So after the boring but short lecture, my mother looked really grateful to my teacher for caring that much about me, and she told him "I am so thankful you called us. I'm glad you called. If he continued like this he might have not even be able to go to college. Please, if you ever need something, ANYTHING, please just ask me and I will do whatever you want".
At the moment that didn't sound that sexual, but then when my mom left my teacher told me: "Hey, you must be happy. You have a beautiful mom". I guessed that triggered something, because that night, my mind was filled with images of me leaving my mom and teacher there at the office, and then my teacher groping and kissing her like crazy while telling her "you said you would do anything, right?" and my mom replying "oh yes, anything, anything you ask me".
That really aroused me, but I was sort of afraid of the implications, so I tried to bury it deep. It didn't help that I had to see this teacher every day at school, neither did that my mom was a total MILF to the eyes of all my friends. But somehow, I managed to bury that image of my mom and teacher deep down somewhere, until I got to college.
One day during a break, I was with some friends and we were joking about some teacher at her mid 30's who was pretty hot, and then one of my friends who had spent couple of evenings at my home, jumped in and said: "talking about MILFs, you guys knew John's mom is a total hottie? That teacher, I bet you guys will drool over, haha". He obviously meant to do just some friendly needling, but it brought back all those buried fantasies, and suddenly the image of my mom in class, being the teacher and giving some special lessons to my friends took over me.
It has been 2 years since that incident, and the fantasies have escalated. Sometimes I fantasize coming back home and finding my mom being banged by some of my friends. I try to stop it, but then she humiliates me and tells me to shut up and watch or go to my room and do my friend's homework, while she asks them to keep pounding her, and they all laugh at me, telling me what a slut I have for a mom.
I guess there are some parallelisms with the classic wife/husband/bull cuckolding, but I think that most of the cuckolds here never had those kind of fantasies about their mothers.
One thing I'd like to add is that my fantasies have also evolved somehow, and even my mom is acknowledged as a hottie even for my college friends, the mom I see in my fantasies is not here anymore. It doesn't have her face, her manners, her voice, but it still is my mother. Well, I guess it's kinda confusing.
What I'd like to know is if there are similar cases you know of, maybe some forums/communities about this, and if there is even a name for this? The fantasy of having your wife/gf banged by other guy is called cuckolding. What is the name for fantasizing about your mom getting banged by friends/strangers/anyone but your father?
Oh, and very very important. No, it's not Oedipus complex, since incest is something that really turns me off. I, personally, have no sexual attraction to her, it's just the thought of her appearing to be a perfect mother and wife, and in reality being an unfaithful slut.
And one last thing, I don't think I'd like this to happen in real life. It's just purely a fantasy.
So in summary:
1) I fantasize about my mother being with other people.
2) Sometimes the mother in my fantasies is not even my real mother.
3) Not Oedipus complex related(at least I find the thought of doing my mother repulsive)
4) I like the fantasy status just fine. If it happened in real life, I think I will leave my home and never come again.
