I am a 40 year old businessman in a small, conservative town in the South.
I have a beautiful wife and three daughters who, next year, will all be in High School, so that is all I can say about that.
To be honest, our lives have been very...beige. The town we live in is VERY homogenous. That's why I'm struggling. I believe I have become a full blown cuck.
I know that this may sound like bullshit, but this issue has become an obsession. It's an obsession that may wreck my marriage, my family, and everything I have worked for. On the other hand, if there was a chance that even some of my fantasies could become reality, the obsession in me says it may be worth it.
Perhaps from a regular dose of interracial porn on a daily basis by now, or perhaps because this is who I truly am, I am obsessed with the idea of black men fucking my wife, and me cleaning up all that beautiful black cum.
It's beginning to make the rest of my life difficult.
I'm not really asking for advice per se...I'm just here to gain some insight into this lifestyle and ask a few questions from some more knowledgeable members.
Thanks for having me!
CMcC
I have a beautiful wife and three daughters who, next year, will all be in High School, so that is all I can say about that.
To be honest, our lives have been very...beige. The town we live in is VERY homogenous. That's why I'm struggling. I believe I have become a full blown cuck.
I know that this may sound like bullshit, but this issue has become an obsession. It's an obsession that may wreck my marriage, my family, and everything I have worked for. On the other hand, if there was a chance that even some of my fantasies could become reality, the obsession in me says it may be worth it.
Perhaps from a regular dose of interracial porn on a daily basis by now, or perhaps because this is who I truly am, I am obsessed with the idea of black men fucking my wife, and me cleaning up all that beautiful black cum.
It's beginning to make the rest of my life difficult.
I'm not really asking for advice per se...I'm just here to gain some insight into this lifestyle and ask a few questions from some more knowledgeable members.
Thanks for having me!
CMcC