Hey everyone, so I'm pretty new to this community and experience, despite knowing it was something I was attracted by for a while. I am divorced, cis male, 37yo, looking for more self acceptance and this is part of my journey in that way. I wanted to branch out from the porn aspects of cuckolding and see what it's all about for real, in real loving relationships or as trust-and-communication-driven play with others. I'm still pretty shy about this and a bit overwhelmed. Some of the things I enjoy are being cuckolded (I guess obviously? lol), degrading or humiliating talk or play, spanking (otk or having my penis slapped really hard), facesitting/****** oral, and otherwise some light physical stuff...but I'm not into heavy physical pain based play, as I'm very sensitive to that and I don't find it fun beyond a certain threshold. For instance, don't like anything that draws blood, or being kicked in the balls...also don't like being peed on or things like that. Cum, sure. 
Sorry, is that way too much for an intro? Jeez, what is this a confession? But seriously, I'm probably oversharing due to trying to establish these things for myself so typing them out...helps? But also embracing this has been a journey of actually learning to love and embrace myself and others more fully, so it's all been a net positive. I think what I'm looking for on some level is to get into some online play with others, roleplay or fantasy, in the role of a cuckold, to test the boundaries and see where I fit in all this wild awesome stuff. So anyway, that's my intro. Thanks for welcoming me and happy to explore. Cheers.
Sorry, is that way too much for an intro? Jeez, what is this a confession? But seriously, I'm probably oversharing due to trying to establish these things for myself so typing them out...helps? But also embracing this has been a journey of actually learning to love and embrace myself and others more fully, so it's all been a net positive. I think what I'm looking for on some level is to get into some online play with others, roleplay or fantasy, in the role of a cuckold, to test the boundaries and see where I fit in all this wild awesome stuff. So anyway, that's my intro. Thanks for welcoming me and happy to explore. Cheers.