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Ellie23UK
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Hi everyone,
Im a 23 year old UK girl , Ive never been with a black man but increasingly find myself fantasising at the prospect of it. I am in an on and off relationship with a white lad who is lovely but ever since a night I had at a club near me I just feel more and more that I want to get closer to a black lad :yumyum:
The problem is I am nervous about taking the first step , none of my friends feel like me so it would mean going to clubs to meet men on my own
for one I dont want to be looked upon as a tart and secondly whilst I have this desire to be with a black man , am I building it up too much ?. Finally I am worried what my parents in particular my Dad will think
Any help would be appreciated
Love
Ellie
Im a 23 year old UK girl , Ive never been with a black man but increasingly find myself fantasising at the prospect of it. I am in an on and off relationship with a white lad who is lovely but ever since a night I had at a club near me I just feel more and more that I want to get closer to a black lad :yumyum:
The problem is I am nervous about taking the first step , none of my friends feel like me so it would mean going to clubs to meet men on my own
Any help would be appreciated
Love
Ellie