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My wife and I basically stopped having sex. Its been about 3 years. We still love each other and are very happy together but she is just not physically attracted to me. It has gotten to the point where I openly masturbate in front of her. She does not mind and usually just laughs at me. I masturbate almost daily and she catches me a couple times a week at least. I think that part of the reason that she is not interested in sex with me is because of my compulsive masturbation. She does not think of me as a man but more like a boy that plays with himself.
Anyway I have approached the subject of cuckolding with her and it gets nowhere. She claims she is not interested but I think how can she not want sex? I have never seen her masturbate but I suspect she must. I know I could never last more than a couple days but of course it is different for women or so I think.
One evening I asked her for sex and as usual she just laughs at me and gives me a look like “you’ve got to be kidding”. Feeling dejected I asked her if I could play with myself instead and she agreed. I think this is a relief for her since it means that I will stop bugging her for sex once I cum. I went into the bathroom and scooped a handful of Vaseline, pulled my pants to my ankles and laid with my head on her lap. She looked down at me and sighed. I started stroking while holding my balls with my other hand. I started nuzzling her covered breasts and asked if she wanted sex. She told me no. I said what about with someone else. She said what do you mean?
I said another guy. She told me not to start that again so I stopped and just laid there imagining and stroking away. Then to my surprise she asked who? I told her no one we knew maybe and internet date. Suddenly she perked up and started asking all sorts of questions about how we would do it. I got so excited that I quickly came in my hand. She laughed and the conversation ended.
I could not get the conversation out of my mind. So the next evening I tried for sex again and got the same reaction so again I asked if I could play with myself. She readily agreed. Usually she does not like me playing with myself that often on her lap. This time she brought up the subject and I nearly came on the spot. I had to slow it down. She looked over at my swollen cock and comment that I must like this conversation. I nodded my head and lost it again all over my hand. This time she just shook her head and said eventually we might get somewhere.
My imagination was in over drive now. The next night I promised myself not to cum so fast. I got into position and the conversation started again. She teased me about cumming so quickly that my little fantasy might never happen. This time I held out longer and we decided that she should try to get a date using the internet. She was all for it. It was like a switch in her head was flipped. I think that 3 years of no sex was finally taking its toll.
Each evening I would masturbate and she would tell me how her quest was going. She was on a mission. I would cum so quickly that she would laugh at me and call me the 2 minute man. She joked that she should have done this long ago so that I would not be bugging her so much to jerk off all the time. Usually I take a good 20 minutes to cum. I began to realize that I could not stop her. It made me feel like a little boy. She started talking to me like I was her girlfriend. Asking me what she should wear and what he might look like. It was like my manhood in her eyes no longer existed.
She settled on a tall handsome looking man. They were to have dinner and meet. I sat up on our bed playing with myself while she started getting ready for her date. It was an incredible feeling to watch her knowing that she was going out to meet another man. She picked out matching bra and panties. The panties were white and almost see-thru. I asked and she said she had just bought them. She was going to get fucked. The realization really hit at that moment. My lovely little wife was going out to get her brains fucked out and I was laying on the bed playing with myself encouraging her.
She finished dressing in a blouse and short skirt. She looked absolutely fuckable. She came over to the bed, took off her wedding rings and dropped them on my chest, then leaned over and gave me a peck on the cheek. She stood there looking at me with a smile and told me not to wait up. I came all over myself as she laughed and headed out for the evening.
My wife and I basically stopped having sex. Its been about 3 years. We still love each other and are very happy together but she is just not physically attracted to me. It has gotten to the point where I openly masturbate in front of her. She does not mind and usually just laughs at me. I masturbate almost daily and she catches me a couple times a week at least. I think that part of the reason that she is not interested in sex with me is because of my compulsive masturbation. She does not think of me as a man but more like a boy that plays with himself.
Anyway I have approached the subject of cuckolding with her and it gets nowhere. She claims she is not interested but I think how can she not want sex? I have never seen her masturbate but I suspect she must. I know I could never last more than a couple days but of course it is different for women or so I think.
One evening I asked her for sex and as usual she just laughs at me and gives me a look like “you’ve got to be kidding”. Feeling dejected I asked her if I could play with myself instead and she agreed. I think this is a relief for her since it means that I will stop bugging her for sex once I cum. I went into the bathroom and scooped a handful of Vaseline, pulled my pants to my ankles and laid with my head on her lap. She looked down at me and sighed. I started stroking while holding my balls with my other hand. I started nuzzling her covered breasts and asked if she wanted sex. She told me no. I said what about with someone else. She said what do you mean?
I said another guy. She told me not to start that again so I stopped and just laid there imagining and stroking away. Then to my surprise she asked who? I told her no one we knew maybe and internet date. Suddenly she perked up and started asking all sorts of questions about how we would do it. I got so excited that I quickly came in my hand. She laughed and the conversation ended.
I could not get the conversation out of my mind. So the next evening I tried for sex again and got the same reaction so again I asked if I could play with myself. She readily agreed. Usually she does not like me playing with myself that often on her lap. This time she brought up the subject and I nearly came on the spot. I had to slow it down. She looked over at my swollen cock and comment that I must like this conversation. I nodded my head and lost it again all over my hand. This time she just shook her head and said eventually we might get somewhere.
My imagination was in over drive now. The next night I promised myself not to cum so fast. I got into position and the conversation started again. She teased me about cumming so quickly that my little fantasy might never happen. This time I held out longer and we decided that she should try to get a date using the internet. She was all for it. It was like a switch in her head was flipped. I think that 3 years of no sex was finally taking its toll.
Each evening I would masturbate and she would tell me how her quest was going. She was on a mission. I would cum so quickly that she would laugh at me and call me the 2 minute man. She joked that she should have done this long ago so that I would not be bugging her so much to jerk off all the time. Usually I take a good 20 minutes to cum. I began to realize that I could not stop her. It made me feel like a little boy. She started talking to me like I was her girlfriend. Asking me what she should wear and what he might look like. It was like my manhood in her eyes no longer existed.
She settled on a tall handsome looking man. They were to have dinner and meet. I sat up on our bed playing with myself while she started getting ready for her date. It was an incredible feeling to watch her knowing that she was going out to meet another man. She picked out matching bra and panties. The panties were white and almost see-thru. I asked and she said she had just bought them. She was going to get fucked. The realization really hit at that moment. My lovely little wife was going out to get her brains fucked out and I was laying on the bed playing with myself encouraging her.
She finished dressing in a blouse and short skirt. She looked absolutely fuckable. She came over to the bed, took off her wedding rings and dropped them on my chest, then leaned over and gave me a peck on the cheek. She stood there looking at me with a smile and told me not to wait up. I came all over myself as she laughed and headed out for the evening.
