Hello to everyone, I'm new to this forum. I think I may be headed in the direction of a becoming a cuckold, and here is somewhat of an explanation:
Me and my girlfriend of a little over a year continue to be and have always been very sexually active.
Recently, after hearing from her that she had never owned or tried a dildo, we decided that we should go to our local sex store and check out the merchandise. She picked one out that was closer to my size range (I am 6.75" long, 5" circumference), and I picked out one that was 8" long, and 6.5" circumference. Both of them vibrated. She immediately protested my choice saying that it was way too big and she would never be able to take it. I convinced her not to worry, that she would be just fine with lots of lube (her vagina is on the looser side and I have fucked her on several occasions with 3 fingers and my dick at the same time). We bought both, and headed back home to break them in.
We started fooling around as soon as we walked through the door, both pretty excited to spice thing up. We washed and loaded them up with respective batteries and headed for the bedroom. After lots of fooling around, we started to fuck, and shortly after I asked if she was ready to try one of the toys, and she said she wanted the smaller one. I lubed it up, and began fucking her pussy with it, soon trading strokes inside her with my cock. She loved the trade off. That went on for a good while, and i double penetrated her pussy with my cock and the dildo at the same time. She was a bit freaked out at first, and I think it was because she enjoyed it more than she ever thought possible. Finally, I asked her if she wanted to try the "big cock". She was hesitant, and I was persistent, assuring her she would be fine. I lubed it up, and slowly eased it inside of her as she revealed an O face I have never seen her make. Within seconds, "big cock" buried deep, she came like I have never seen her orgasm before, writhing, shaking and moaning in pure pleasure. I was such a turn on for me that I almost came. She told me she needed a rest, so I gave her the smaller dildo and she began working on herself while I jerked off. She had never seen me fully play with myself before, and said she loved watching me while she was fucking herself. I ended up going over and sliding my dick right in her pussy along side of the smaller dildo, double fucking her pussy until we both came.
Since then, our sex life has been totally changed. Now when we start to fool around, she will ask me if I want to watch her get fucked by the "big cock" while i jerk off, and of course I accept. Then, while she is fucking herself she asks me to put my dick in her mouth, and when I do, she starts to really fuck herself hard with the "big cock" until she cums with my cock in her mouth. Right after she cums, I tell her I'm going to fuck her stretched out pussy until I pull out and spray her down with my load. I have to admit that it's pretty fucking hot, but now she says her favorite way to cum is with my dick in her mouth while she is getting fucked.
I don't mean to be a story teller here, and sorry if I'm boring anyone but I guess that our new kind of sex life has made me think of a few things. My girl has always stated to me that 3somes were "fucking gross", which I was fine with. However, ever since we bought that huge fake cock our love making revolves around the 2 men on 1 woman fantasy. Since we got the toys, she has experienced dp (vaginally) with them, and loves that "big cock" in her pussy with my dick in her mouth. Let's not forget about the big cock fantasy that she has also indirectly fulfilled. We don't talk about them unless in the heat of the moment. The small dildo has been forgotten about, and she now openly asks for the "big cock" during sex. Sometimes, when she gets home from work she will ask me if I want to come in the bedroom and watch her get fucked while I jerk off.
Now, in all honesty, I love watching her pussy get filled to the max and stretched wide open. It always makes me cum. What concerns me, is we are getting used to it, and it could become less exciting. Is the next step her wanting another actual man to fuck her and fulfill this fantasy for real? I don't know how to go about talking to her concerning this subject. She is completely shut off from involving another girl, I know that. That's fine because I would love for another man to have his way with her.
Lately I have been masturbating a lot to the thought of her getting stretched wide opened by a hung guy. I love getting sloppy seconds after she fucks herself with the "big cock". As you can imagine, It's pretty fucking hard to share these thoughts with your significant other even if some of these acts are already simulated...I really do think it's something I could go through with.
What do you think of all this? Any advice or comments would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!
Me and my girlfriend of a little over a year continue to be and have always been very sexually active.
Recently, after hearing from her that she had never owned or tried a dildo, we decided that we should go to our local sex store and check out the merchandise. She picked one out that was closer to my size range (I am 6.75" long, 5" circumference), and I picked out one that was 8" long, and 6.5" circumference. Both of them vibrated. She immediately protested my choice saying that it was way too big and she would never be able to take it. I convinced her not to worry, that she would be just fine with lots of lube (her vagina is on the looser side and I have fucked her on several occasions with 3 fingers and my dick at the same time). We bought both, and headed back home to break them in.
We started fooling around as soon as we walked through the door, both pretty excited to spice thing up. We washed and loaded them up with respective batteries and headed for the bedroom. After lots of fooling around, we started to fuck, and shortly after I asked if she was ready to try one of the toys, and she said she wanted the smaller one. I lubed it up, and began fucking her pussy with it, soon trading strokes inside her with my cock. She loved the trade off. That went on for a good while, and i double penetrated her pussy with my cock and the dildo at the same time. She was a bit freaked out at first, and I think it was because she enjoyed it more than she ever thought possible. Finally, I asked her if she wanted to try the "big cock". She was hesitant, and I was persistent, assuring her she would be fine. I lubed it up, and slowly eased it inside of her as she revealed an O face I have never seen her make. Within seconds, "big cock" buried deep, she came like I have never seen her orgasm before, writhing, shaking and moaning in pure pleasure. I was such a turn on for me that I almost came. She told me she needed a rest, so I gave her the smaller dildo and she began working on herself while I jerked off. She had never seen me fully play with myself before, and said she loved watching me while she was fucking herself. I ended up going over and sliding my dick right in her pussy along side of the smaller dildo, double fucking her pussy until we both came.
Since then, our sex life has been totally changed. Now when we start to fool around, she will ask me if I want to watch her get fucked by the "big cock" while i jerk off, and of course I accept. Then, while she is fucking herself she asks me to put my dick in her mouth, and when I do, she starts to really fuck herself hard with the "big cock" until she cums with my cock in her mouth. Right after she cums, I tell her I'm going to fuck her stretched out pussy until I pull out and spray her down with my load. I have to admit that it's pretty fucking hot, but now she says her favorite way to cum is with my dick in her mouth while she is getting fucked.
I don't mean to be a story teller here, and sorry if I'm boring anyone but I guess that our new kind of sex life has made me think of a few things. My girl has always stated to me that 3somes were "fucking gross", which I was fine with. However, ever since we bought that huge fake cock our love making revolves around the 2 men on 1 woman fantasy. Since we got the toys, she has experienced dp (vaginally) with them, and loves that "big cock" in her pussy with my dick in her mouth. Let's not forget about the big cock fantasy that she has also indirectly fulfilled. We don't talk about them unless in the heat of the moment. The small dildo has been forgotten about, and she now openly asks for the "big cock" during sex. Sometimes, when she gets home from work she will ask me if I want to come in the bedroom and watch her get fucked while I jerk off.
Now, in all honesty, I love watching her pussy get filled to the max and stretched wide open. It always makes me cum. What concerns me, is we are getting used to it, and it could become less exciting. Is the next step her wanting another actual man to fuck her and fulfill this fantasy for real? I don't know how to go about talking to her concerning this subject. She is completely shut off from involving another girl, I know that. That's fine because I would love for another man to have his way with her.
Lately I have been masturbating a lot to the thought of her getting stretched wide opened by a hung guy. I love getting sloppy seconds after she fucks herself with the "big cock". As you can imagine, It's pretty fucking hard to share these thoughts with your significant other even if some of these acts are already simulated...I really do think it's something I could go through with.
What do you think of all this? Any advice or comments would be greatly appreciated. Thanks!