Whammer, you act tough but inside you are really a softy trying to protect the world.
Let your curiosity of BBC wash over your persona and accept your destiny in whatever shape it is meant to be. Be kind to yourself, and allow your inner primal cravings to surface. Your marriage is not under threat, so it is okay to explore other ways you and your wife can make your sex life "even hotter".
Whammer, did you know that science has proven that if you found out your wife was two-timing you, that your volume of sperm per ejaculation, would increase suddenly by 30%. Your brain produces more sperm tadpoles to try and stop your wife getting pregnant to her lover. It's called 'competition reaction'. Your brain imagines that her lover has ALREADY flooded her vagina with a huge ejaculation of tadpoles racing up to her waiting egg - and your penis fires off a huge ejaculation to try and get your own tadpoles to the egg first to ensure the baby is not his.
The Black Bulls in a fuck-fest will complement each other, and squirt huge volumes of sperm into a willing white slut, and also all over her body. They are more easily able to reach deeply to find their primal urges.
White men mostly are mostly shy about fucking in groups unless they are well-laced with alcohol, so a white wife rarely gets to enjoy the delightful tensions and excitement of a group rutting which can cause her to lose control and have many multiple orgasms of the earthquake kind.
Cuckolds usually have a small penis and frequent erections in a vain psychological attempt to produce as much sperm as the Bulls who fuck their wives. This competition reaction kickback is what drives a cuckold to encourage his wife to maximise her visits to be fucked vigorously by her Bull.
We all want to have a sexy time, to make love and not war.