We've been married 28 years. Our sex life in the first year or so was amazing, but when she found my stash of women's clothes and sex toys, she lost it and threatened to leave me. I begged and she stayed, then decided it would be fun to explore and play with it. Then she got into discovering her own desires, which included being a slut to dominant men. No way I could do that, although we tried, and mild swinging morphed into her fucking a variety of men while I waited like a good sissy all dressed up either at home, or in the hotel room. We had many adventures like that but she got turned off when I started really wanting to be involved with her, as I am bi. She went cold a number of years ago, and now there is no intimacy with me or anyone else. She no longer approves of my crossdressing, or my submissiveness. So I have the internet as my outlet.