Gotta get this out of my system..Im both excited, scared and jealous..but incredibly turned on as I sit and write this ( as always when Im home alone and my wife is out at a hotel with her boyfriend )
She has seen him for approx 1 year now and in the last 1½ months she has started forbidding me entrance to her, "keeping hersef" for her boyfriend, which I find incredibly sexy and "unreasonable
I am allowed hand jobs on occassion, otherwise I only get to wank over her feet or I get to fuck her hand as I lay over her.
Tonight is as usual, she met him at 19.00 and will be home around 1.00 in the morning. Sh ejust sent me a text message on my phone saying "we are going to our room now, dont disturb us" so I know their dinner is over
He makes me look bad in most ways which is great for a cucky wimp like me. He is a very successful businessman that treats her like a queen and of course he is a lot bigger than me in the cock department in both width and length.
So here I wait for my wifes return, when she has been well fucked and with a small container of sperm ( she lets it drip out of her into a container to bring home ).
Here I am dressed as a sissy wimp in a pink dress and shoes etc..feeling totally unmanly, wimpy and degraded.....but its perfect !
I will be ****** to drink the contents of the container as Im told how ridiculous I amand how much she prefers to be with him...if Im lucky I will be allowed to come too !
Im excited like you wouldnt believe waiting for her to return...having butterflies in the stomach and nerves ! I get like this everytime !
I have vacumed and dusted the whole house and washed dishes etc..as instructed while she has been away and now this is my chill time as I await my beautiful sexy wife.
I dont know if it is just me, or if every cuck feels this way but I always feel like I am not worthy of her and that she deserves other men, I put her on a pedastal and want only the best for her...yet want, and expect to be treated badly and unreasonably by her. ?
She has seen him for approx 1 year now and in the last 1½ months she has started forbidding me entrance to her, "keeping hersef" for her boyfriend, which I find incredibly sexy and "unreasonable
I am allowed hand jobs on occassion, otherwise I only get to wank over her feet or I get to fuck her hand as I lay over her.
Tonight is as usual, she met him at 19.00 and will be home around 1.00 in the morning. Sh ejust sent me a text message on my phone saying "we are going to our room now, dont disturb us" so I know their dinner is over
He makes me look bad in most ways which is great for a cucky wimp like me. He is a very successful businessman that treats her like a queen and of course he is a lot bigger than me in the cock department in both width and length.
So here I wait for my wifes return, when she has been well fucked and with a small container of sperm ( she lets it drip out of her into a container to bring home ).
Here I am dressed as a sissy wimp in a pink dress and shoes etc..feeling totally unmanly, wimpy and degraded.....but its perfect !
I will be ****** to drink the contents of the container as Im told how ridiculous I amand how much she prefers to be with him...if Im lucky I will be allowed to come too !
Im excited like you wouldnt believe waiting for her to return...having butterflies in the stomach and nerves ! I get like this everytime !
I have vacumed and dusted the whole house and washed dishes etc..as instructed while she has been away and now this is my chill time as I await my beautiful sexy wife.
I dont know if it is just me, or if every cuck feels this way but I always feel like I am not worthy of her and that she deserves other men, I put her on a pedastal and want only the best for her...yet want, and expect to be treated badly and unreasonably by her. ?