I'm on my second wife now and have been a lifelong masturbator, preferring it to my hopeless attempts at fucking. My first wife Catherine, a gorgeous redhead, eventually threw me out after years of my pathetic behaviour and quickspurting lovemaking. She'd had more cum dribbled on her leg or stomach than up her cunt as I used to ejaculate well before I ever entered her, sometimes out of a limp dick.
I often used to wait till she was asleep and then use a flashlight to look at her tits or her cunt (she usually slept in panties which was also a turn-on) and have a good wank, as we call it in the UK. It was like having my own living porn mag! I also drilled a hole in the bathroom door and spied on her in the bath or shower or on the toilet.
I hoarded any photos of her topless on holiday and copied them and left them in mens rooms for other guys to cum over or write on.
Of course I fantasised about her fucking other men with bigger cocks than mine (not difficult!) but my main excitement was acting like a seedy little masturbator: sniffing her soiled panties etc.
Although she did fuck other men eventually, she wasn't a sex addict like the women some men write about. It was her coolness towards me and her very proper behaviour that was so cock-hardening. Much better to look secretly up the short skirt of a beautiful, professional and proper wife than to be allowed to do it by some obvious slut.
Are there other men out there who have the same desires and would like to share their humiliations and pathetic behaviour?
I often used to wait till she was asleep and then use a flashlight to look at her tits or her cunt (she usually slept in panties which was also a turn-on) and have a good wank, as we call it in the UK. It was like having my own living porn mag! I also drilled a hole in the bathroom door and spied on her in the bath or shower or on the toilet.
I hoarded any photos of her topless on holiday and copied them and left them in mens rooms for other guys to cum over or write on.
Of course I fantasised about her fucking other men with bigger cocks than mine (not difficult!) but my main excitement was acting like a seedy little masturbator: sniffing her soiled panties etc.
Although she did fuck other men eventually, she wasn't a sex addict like the women some men write about. It was her coolness towards me and her very proper behaviour that was so cock-hardening. Much better to look secretly up the short skirt of a beautiful, professional and proper wife than to be allowed to do it by some obvious slut.
Are there other men out there who have the same desires and would like to share their humiliations and pathetic behaviour?