Am I a Cuck or a Bull?????

[travellingbull]

Okay, I've been lurking around for awhile on this site, and initially I thought I was a Bull. But, now I question my identity. So, let me tell you my story.

I'm 30 now, but ever since I was a teenager I've been attracted to "mature" white women, MILFs if you like the term. Infact, I can remember every white girl I dated back then, their mothers' absolutely loved me. I was as charming and polite, with a little bit of flirting as I could get away with. Sadly, I never made that step I so desired in fear of the consequences I would suffer. Until one day, at my job as a stocker at a warehouse store, I helped a smoking hot mother (in her 40's) load a play gym into her suv. She mentioned that she needed help setting it up because her husband was out of town on "business". We made arangements for me to come over and set it up that weekend. Well, to abbreviate, we did it, and I got to do every wet dream I'd had for my 17 years at that point. From that point I was stuck, wives please!

Jump forward a couple of years, I found myself in the military, bored out of my mind, and began meeting couples of AFF and other sites. I found that ther was no shortage of white women looking for young, healthy, strapping BBC. I did GB's, I did DP's, and I had some really great long term relationships with couples.

In my travels I met the most wonderful couple in their late 30's (I was 27), both fit and attractive. I was never gay, bi, or bicurious-- until a wild night of ecstasy and shrooms. We started out as our normal romp of wild sex, but then when we began our DP, something changed. I was on the bottom, she was on top (we were facing each other), and then he got on top of her. The sensation of the both of us in her became too much. He was pounding away very hard and the wife and I were rolling in ecstasy. I reached up an grabbed him, pulled him closer. When I came, I pulled out of her and he began to clean me. He was soo good. I couldn't belive it, he was the best head I ever had. (i think it goes to say that no one can give head like another man) She too joined him in cleaning me up, and I soon found myself cumming again all over them both. I felt that I needed to reciprocate, and I had my first taste of cock. I didn't like it, it wasn't for me.

Jump to today. I am what many women consider to be very attractive still. I frequently get approached by women and girls far too young for me (I look 25 still). But I travel for my job sometimes 3 times a week. I don't have time for a GF, much less anything steady. I find myself only wanting to meet with couples, and mostly where the guy is bi or willing to service me too.

So, tell me what you think? I felt that since I was posting in the meeting place thread to meet up with folks, that I should at least properly introduce myself.

 

[travellingbull]

added some pics

 

[me_she]

cuck, of course

 

[Custer Laststand]

You're a bull.

Travellingbull,

Thanks for your interesting and erotic contribution. Regarding your question: since the dictionary definition of a cuckold is "a man whose wife is unfaithful" (it's short and simple), and since you are not married, you are not a cuckold by definition.

You can find a more nuanced discussion of "cuckold" by looking it up in Wikipedia. Generally, a cuckold can be defined in a more general sense as a man with a long-term female partner who fucks other men — or, if she's bisexual, has sex with other men and women. Since you are not married and also do not have a long- (or short-) term female partner, you are again not a cuckold by definition.

Regarding your comments about yourself and your sexual activities:

I'm 30 now, but ever since I was a teenager I've been attracted to "mature" white women, MILFs if you like. .... One day, at my job as a stocker at a warehouse store, I helped a smoking hot mother (in her 40's) load a play gym into her suv. She mentioned that she needed help setting it up because her husband was out of town on "business". We made arangements for me to come over and set it up that weekend. To abbreviate, we did it, and I got to do every wet dream I'd had for my 17 years at that point. From that point I was stuck; wives please!

Here, you played the role of a "bull" — i.e., an older married woman took you as her lover. (Congratulations! At 17 that was a great score. It sounds very hot.)

Jump forward a couple of years. I found myself in the military, bored out of my mind, and began meeting couples at AFF and other sites. I found there was no shortage of white women looking for young, healthy, strapping BBC. I did GB's, I did DP's, and I had some really great long term relationships with couples.

During your military years, you were again a "bull" fucking married white women (with the consent and sometimes participation of their cuckolds, I gather), as well as other white women who wanted sex but may or may not have been married (I also gather). Congratulations again! Obviously, you effectively alleviated the "hurry up and wait" boredom of the military. Your military years also sound very hot.

In my travels I met the most wonderful couple in their late 30's (I was 27), both fit and attractive. I was never gay, bi, or bicurious-- until a wild night of ecstasy and shrooms. We started out as our normal romp of wild sex, but then when we began our DP, something changed. I was on the bottom, she was on top (we were facing each other), and then he got on top of her. The sensation of the both of us in her became too much. He was pounding away very hard and the wife and I were rolling in ecstasy. I reached up an grabbed him, pulled him closer. When I came, I pulled out of her and he began to clean me. He was soo good. I couldn't believe it, he was the best head I ever had. (i think it goes to say that no one can give head like another man) She too joined him in cleaning me up, and I soon found myself cumming again all over them both.

Here again you were the "bull," fucking an older married white woman with the active participation of her cuckold.

I felt that I needed to reciprocate, and I had my first taste of cock. I didn't like it, it wasn't for me.

Sounds like you don't have bisexual tendencies. Your married lover's cuckold did, however (it sounds like). Your experiment in cocksucking does not make you bisexual, particularly since you decided you didn't like it. It certainly did not alter your role as "bull" vis-a-vis the married white woman and her cuckold.

Jump to today. I am what many women consider to be very attractive still. I frequently get approached by women and girls far too young for me (I look 25 still).

That's great. But at 30 you are, in fact, still quite young. In any case, if you avoid street drugs, heavy smoking, drinking too much, get in the habit of working out more-or-less regularly (maybe you do this?) and eat a "reasonably healthy" diet, you should remain physically attractive to women for many years into the future.

But I travel for my job sometimes 3 times a week. I don't have time for a GF, much less anything steady. I find myself only wanting to meet with couples, and mostly where the guy is bi or willing to service me too.

Nothing wrong with that.... it sounds like that's your sexual preference. Your modis operandi appears to be the classic lifestyle of a "bull."

So, tell me what you think? I felt that since I was posting in the meeting place thread to meet up with folks, that I should at least properly introduce myself.

Re. what I think, see above. I'd say you're a "career bull" or, equivalently, a "lifestyle bull." The screen name you've adopted, "Travellingbull," seems entirely appropriate.

Good luck with your continuing pursuit of white married women, and any other married women you may find erotically appealing.

—Custer