A sissy bitch boy

[imported_pussy boy]

I'm so confused now , first of all , by looking at me you would never think of me as a SISSY BITCH BOY wanna be . I'm not huge 5'10" 200 but I'm in pretty good shape , I don't act gay or like a wimp at work , and I love , just like the other guys at work , to look at all the hot looking pussy around . But at home or in the back of my mind , even at work at times , I have such sissy bitch boy thoughts . I love to think of other men fucking my wife and watching her act like a real slut for them , and thats all I use to watch on the internet . Was wive's getting gangbanged and thought of them as my wife . But latey I'm finding myself thinking of sucking a guys cock more and more . I'm so confused , When I'm home now , I get off so much reading on here about these cuckolds sucking a cock clean , or I'm looking at gay porn at some guy on his knees sucking a big fat cock or being fucked up his pussy asshole . I'd say about 60 percent of the time now , I'll jack off and lick it up thinking I'm pushed to my knees and made to suck off some nasty ass guy . My question is , is there a lot of guys out there like me , rugged looking that you would NEVER think of having these gay sissy submission thoughts or fantasies ?

I have this nasty old asshole neighbor , well now he is an asshole . We use to get along , but we were never real close neighbors , just hi how are you doing and hw would talk about his fishing . But then we got into a big fight over nothing really big , but he got carried away and started yelling at me calling me a asshole , a piece of shit and my wife a stuck up bitch . I told him to just calm down , and he said fuck you , you want to try an make me . Then I just walked away shaking my head , as he said I didn't think so wimp . In the house my wife said WOW ! I can't believe you let him talk to you like that , and he called your wife a stuck up bitch , thanks a lot. I just couldn't see having a fist fight with this 70 something y.o neighbor , even though he is in pretty good shape himself always working around his house , cutting wood for the winter , and other stuff .

Now ! ever since that day almost a year ago now , this asshole neighbor's put this idea in my wifes head , that I'm a backed down wimp , but I'm really not really . But my wife would remind me from time to time joking around calling me her wimp . But I did start having these wimpy sissy bitch fantasies about my neighbor , shortly after this argument , so I have been having these a while now. My wife and I are in our 50's and I would see my neighbor outside when I come home from work . I would think of him calling me over to him , I guess to say I'm sorry for yelling at you . But instead he grabs my hand , squeezes it tight , and pulls me down to my knees behind his shed . Then he takes his strong working hands and shoves my face into his smelly crotch , telling me to start showing some respect you bitch . I just know the pissy smell of his dirty jeans crotch would get me hard and I wouldn't be able to control my sissy bitch boy side . Then I'll look up at Doug and he would be smiling down saying get it out faggot , and do what a wimpy husbands suppose to do to a better man .

I'll be really jacking my cock , like right now pulling down my neighbor Dougs zipper and pulling out his strong pissy smelling uncut cock and sweaty hairy balls . Then suck his dirty old cock till he fills my mouth with his nasty slimy cum load . I also jack off a lot thinking of him coming over after I go to work and my wife just got out of the shower , which she does do every morning before work . She's just in her robe and panties and my asshole neighbor walks in , and starts in on my wife , who gives into him after he tells her what a wimp I am . Telling my wife I would kick or at lease try kicking the guys ass who called my wife a stuck up bitch , like you . Doug bent my wife over our kitchen table , pulled up her pull over robe and started to spank her panty covered ass , tell her she needs a real man . Then he feels between her legs and finds her panties wet and laughs . Then pulls them down and shoves his 70 y.o.viagra hard cock , deep into my wifes wet excited 56 y.o cunt . Saying HO FUCK YEA , your not a stuck up bitch now are you , your just my fat ass slut neighbor now AREN'T YOU ? ...........I have to admit that probably , I think of sucking his old smelly cock a lot more submitting to him .

 

[obliviouscuck]

Kinda hot.

 

[Tammy Pantedrop]

Yes, I'm sure the thought of a BIG, HARD COCK "ROUGHLY F#CKING" your wife. Would be pretty good. I think the thought of him calling you over, then handing you a pair of your wifes panty, would enforce your wimpy character.

 

[imported_pussy boy]

a little boys dick

Yes, I'm sure the thought of a BIG, HARD COCK "ROUGHLY F#CKING" your wife. Would be pretty good. I think the thought of him calling you over, then handing you a pair of your wifes panty, would enforce your wimpy character.

OH YES , I would love for my old disgusting neighbor to hand me a wet slimy cum filled pair of my wife's panties , I'm looking at him right now outside my house . I can see him laughing at me and saying , I hear you got a little boys dick , I had your slut wife moaning how big my old cock felt inside her , then when I asked her if you had a little boy dick , I slapped her ass and had her tell me YES my husband has a little boys dick .

 

[Tammy Pantedrop]

So what has your wife said about him??

 

[imported_pussy boy]

Not really sure about her

So what has your wife said about him??

My wife and I both got along pretty well with him and when he mentioned keeping an eye on our house if we went away , and would take care of our dog . My wife thought yea ! he would be a good person to watch our home and dog when we go away . We use to chat with him when ever we were outside and always said hi . BUT ! she also said one time , for a older 70+ year old , he's still a pretty masculine kind of guy . I alway thought he was kind of a grubby bum looking guy myself , with his white short grubby looking beard and when he smiles you could see he has a couple of crooked yellow teeth . But he is always in his yard doing something , so he has on his dirty work jeans or sweat pants with a tee shirt . So I guess that also makes him look more grubby to me . I think though that my wife still likes his rugged looks and muscular forearms . NOW I know it sounds really gay but thats what gets to me in my sick thoughts of him . My wife has also told me a time or two that its to bad that Doug turned into such a asshole . So you tell me what my wife is thinking , I'm not really sure .

 

[waynerobertson]

You should just bring it up to him over a few beers. The best that could happen is you get bent over and fucked and the worse is he says no way.

 

[a_skinny_tiddler]

Apologise to Doug

I think you really need to go round to your neighbour and tell him the bad feeling is upsetting for his wife. Tell him you want to make the peace with him. Ask him what you can do for him to make up for the upset.

Maybe suggest you return to see him the following day to give him time to think about it. Oh and tell him that ever since you fell out with him your wife has been calling you a sissy wimp not a real man; but insist to him that you are a real man, but do so in an unconvincing tone, a tone which he neither believe and nor, more importantly, believe that you believe it!

Whilst he takes a day to think about what he would like you to do for him, he may well devise something that is humiliating to you but sweetly satisfying to him.

It will be interesting to see what develops, but there is every chance he will soon have you on your knees sucking his rampant cock.

 

[imported_pussy boy]

I feel so submissive towards my neighbor

I think you really need to go round to your neighbour and tell him the bad feeling is upsetting for his wife. Tell him you want to make the peace with him. Ask him what you can do for him to make up for the upset.

Maybe suggest you return to see him the following day to give him time to think about it. Oh and tell him that ever since you fell out with him your wife has been calling you a sissy wimp not a real man; but insist to him that you are a real man, but do so in an unconvincing tone, a tone which he neither believe and nor, more importantly, believe that you believe it!

Whilst he takes a day to think about what he would like you to do for him, he may well devise something that is humiliating to you but sweetly satisfying to him.

It will be interesting to see what develops, but there is every chance he will soon have you on your knees sucking his rampant cock.

Thank you , this does sound like a pretty good idea . I could really see myself looking at his bearded face and crooked yellow teeth . Then being that close to him , I KNOW I would really want to look down and see his big bulge in his sweat pants that I've seen a few times before . I love looking over at him from my window and seeing it . I don't know why I feel this way , almost every time I'm having sex with my wife and cum in her . I'll be thinking I'm my old asshole neighbor Doug with that big bulging cock satisfying my wife . Then I'll eat my cum load thinking of Doug standing in our bedroom laughing at me , and my old asshole neighbor would get my wife to say to him , Your so much more a real man then this sissy wimp husband I have with a little boy dick . As asshole Doug slaps my ass saying get it all FAGGOT.

 

[imported_pussy boy]

What should i really do

You should just bring it up to him over a few beers. The best that could happen is you get bent over and fucked and the worse is he says no way.

First , I don't know if I can really go through with these sick gay thoughts that I have ALL THE TIME . You know acting them out is a lot different then fantasy . If I did confront him I don't know what would be worse , It would definitely be embarrassing if my asshole neighbor said get the fuck out of here you sick faggot . Then he would tell some of my other niehgbors what a sick faggot I am , and harrass me . Or if he did grab me and say OK BITCH ! on your knees you piece of shit .

I do think I would love that , BUT again what would really happen afterwards , how would he act , I could see him every time I come home from work . Yelling and laughing HA MY COCK SUCKING FAGGOT ! , you want some more , I think I would be turned on by that , but would he be so obnoxious all the time , would he say something around my grown sons and his grown son , or would he be cool about it , and just enjoy humiliating my sissy wimp ass when I get home from work , getting off in my manpussy he made or my mouth . I KNOW ! I will never know unless I just go over there and bring out my submissive side instead of acting like a real man , and look down and get a close up at his bulging sweat pants or dirty jeans . It does get my hard thinking about it . does anyone else feel this way ? , so confused and don't know what to do . I know this is more gay then cuckolding , but I do think of him taking my wife also .

 

[Tammy Pantedrop]

Well I think its time you and your wife baked him some cookies. And take them over and apologize for the miss understanding between you two. Or the next time you cook out invite him over and while you grill wear a frilly apron and make sure you go out of your way to serveyour wife & him whatever he wants.. Just let it play out.

PS make sure your wearing panties and the pantyline shows

 

[a_skinny_tiddler]

Continue your Plea

After you have been to see Doug with your plea to do anything for him to heal the rift between the two of you, why not write him a note to stimulate his thought process with suggestions of what he might require of you. The note can be posted a few hours later and might read something like this.

Dear sir,
I have been considering the options of my offer to make amends for my outlandish behaviour towards you by performing any tasks of your choosing. I do not want you to feel uncomfortable in choosing a task so I have listed a few possibilities for you to choose from.
1. Clean & Valet your car.
2. Clean your kitchen following a heavy evening of cooking.
3. Launder and Iron your shirts.
4. Polish and shine your shoes (whilst you are wearing them if you wish.
5. Mow your lawn and weed the flower beds.
6. Paint our dividing fence (my side and your side)
7. Bend over your dining room table and allow you to cane my bare arse.

These are only some of my suggestions and you are quite free to choose one of your own. I am quite happy to accept anything in order to get back on good relations with my wife. (she has refused me any sex now for 4 months)

This note is a good way to break the ice. If he chooses option 7 you can bet that your wish to suffer the humiliation of sucking his cock will follow not that far behind! If he steers away from option 7 initially, it doesn’t necessarily mean that it will not taken up later, but it means you havn’t lost too much face without return.

Let me add that from my experience, the rewards of being a wimp cuckold husband are incredible. It is a very exiting journey, particularly so where the Bull relishes in the Humiliation process