Hey guys im a 53yo long time cuck. Been married 27 yrs and my wifes been fucking other guys pretty much the whole time. I was married fresh out of the military at 27. Before marriage i hadnt had much luck with women only being with 3 other women. But i had been bisexual for years having been with countless guys each one just a one time thing. I only had oral sex with the guys usually me on my knees but i was sucked off a few times. I loved doing it outdoors in wooded areas or in bookstores. I loved making guys cum.
So i was married at 27 lil money lived in apartments. I suspected from the beginning she was cheating but had no proof. She would go see "friends" in the apartments and stay gone for hours. Every time i confronted her bout it she would deny it and say im the only only one.
For the firsy ten years our sex life was great. We had sex almost every night. I would go done and eat her out for at least 30 minutes. But i was always self concious cause my dicks only 4 inches. She told me its fine but i suspected she was lying.
After 10 years for some reason she had a moment were she confessed she had been cheated on me since the beginning. After alot of crying and soul searching i chose to forgive and she swore never again.
It would go on like that for the next 3 years. She confesses to cheating we fight i forgive her she swears never again.
Yes all along it kinda turned me on but it also pissed me off. Not so much the cheating but the lying.
One thing about me is i dont believe in divorce. No im not the religious type. I just dont think kids should suffer with that.
So eventually it basically broke my spirit and i just let her do watever as long as she lets me know. Yes its somewat a turn on. I have even found guys for her. Its ok if she does it every once in awhile but wen its 3 or 4 times a week and she obsessed with it then it pisses me off.
Yes its nice wen i can eat cum out of her since i love cum. But shes only let me be there a handful of times and wen she goes by the time she gets home its all drained out on her thong.
So i still get that urge to suck a cock every once invawhile a go to the bookstore. Even though its less seldom the last couple years.
But i feel now that im older i kinda regret her for how much she cheated. Is there any guys feeling the same? Would love to chat
So i was married at 27 lil money lived in apartments. I suspected from the beginning she was cheating but had no proof. She would go see "friends" in the apartments and stay gone for hours. Every time i confronted her bout it she would deny it and say im the only only one.
For the firsy ten years our sex life was great. We had sex almost every night. I would go done and eat her out for at least 30 minutes. But i was always self concious cause my dicks only 4 inches. She told me its fine but i suspected she was lying.
After 10 years for some reason she had a moment were she confessed she had been cheated on me since the beginning. After alot of crying and soul searching i chose to forgive and she swore never again.
It would go on like that for the next 3 years. She confesses to cheating we fight i forgive her she swears never again.
Yes all along it kinda turned me on but it also pissed me off. Not so much the cheating but the lying.
One thing about me is i dont believe in divorce. No im not the religious type. I just dont think kids should suffer with that.
So eventually it basically broke my spirit and i just let her do watever as long as she lets me know. Yes its somewat a turn on. I have even found guys for her. Its ok if she does it every once in awhile but wen its 3 or 4 times a week and she obsessed with it then it pisses me off.
Yes its nice wen i can eat cum out of her since i love cum. But shes only let me be there a handful of times and wen she goes by the time she gets home its all drained out on her thong.
So i still get that urge to suck a cock every once invawhile a go to the bookstore. Even though its less seldom the last couple years.
But i feel now that im older i kinda regret her for how much she cheated. Is there any guys feeling the same? Would love to chat
