Me and my ex-gf created fetlife accounts to explore kinks together. Then she got mad jealous at any activity I had on there, so I didn't do shit anymore. Meanwhile she was posting half naked pics, friending any guy on there... Made me insecure as hell. Everytime I tried to point out my inconfort...
Penis envy, admiration. Feeling a certain "hierarchy" and power imbalance between me and a well endowed, masculine man. I don't want to compete. I want to give up, give in to the power he wield with his phallus. "Ok I'm beaten, let me take my place between your legs".