Hmmm. Honestly I can't point out why exactly. Nobody is 'judging' me per se, but the most people don't view cuckoldry with high regard, so that might be a part of the reason why. I think most of it is the feeling of shame after I get off. It's a guilty pleasure, sort of like "wow I really want...
Could be a little less demeaning but thanks for trying. Except for reading books, I've been engaging in activities to take my mind off not just porn, but stress in general. I still keep finding my thoughts wandering to cuckolding, but like I said, hopefully it's just a phase.
I mean, I don't mind cuckolding as a kink, but what I do mind is how overpowering it's become. It's literally all I've been jerking off to for the past 5-6 weeks lol. I read stories about how cuckolding has transformed from a bedroom kink into a lifestyle, which get me insanely turned on but...
When I first discovered cuckolding a few weeks ago, the idea initially turned me off. But I found myself going back to cuck porn and reading cuck stories and I guess the kink grew on me, maybe the taboo of it is what I found hot. I thought maybe it was just a phase, but since then I've been only...