true story...how i got into this lifestyle

[Mjones16101]

when i was about 30 i moved to indianapolis for 4 years. sucked not having any family and few friends there but I met a chubby girl there named kim who became my fuck buddy and best friend while i was out there. I was 30, she was 22 and always had a thing for me. she would send me pics of her masterbating and eventually we started to talk about ex parteners which is what got the wheels turning in my brain. her and i used to go to a bar down the street from my apartment, come back and go wild. soon we started going to a strip club that was right beside the indianapolis airport. and then when we would leave we would go across the street to an adult bookstore. after watching an xxx movie featuring gloryholes and gangbangs i asked her if that turned her on and she said it did. we started off slowly, having her pick up horny guys in a strip club and sucking them off in the backseat while i drove around. then after a month or so i got her into a booth and slowly got her into more public things, starting with her sucking my cock, to her sucking me off while people watched and of course it led to her sucking cock at a gloryhole. this girls self esteem was always an issue and although i loved her as a friend, i could always say the right things to get her to fulfill my fantasies. i would take her with me on my out of town trips espescially when i went to louisville/clarksville area, theatre x became a fav place of mine. Some of the adult theatre porn you have seen online have nothing on what she did. She had sex with 3 guys one time, and thought she was done. I told her she was really becoming quite boring compared to all her "big talk" so she decided to wait a little while. I told her I would be disapointed if we left without her sucking and swallowing black cock. of course she did. I used to love to degrade this girl. tell her if she ever wanted a chance at being with me she would have to do what I said. Yes I did love this girl, but she had to be taught early that her role was to pleasure me, do what i told her. If I had to slap her around, call her fat,ugly whatever it took, I did it. I am guessing she had sucked or fucked 30 or 40 guys because of me. what a fucking fat ***** pig she was. I loved her!