Hey.
I'm still new to this, but I seem to gravitate toward a completely different cuckolding situation, that is probably a little extreme.
I've just landed my first gf, she's really sweet and I love her. We have a great relationship, but I've always had really bad insecurities about myself (I grew up obese, have since lost the weight, but was left with loose skin, and gynocomastia) this means I really struggle to feel good enough...and has triggered a bunch of beta feelings in me.
Lately, I've been obsessing over the idea of my love, falling in love with someone else. It's not even sexual for me, but the angst of seeing it happen is the only thing that brings me sexual pleasure at the moment.
Is this normal? Am I broken?
I'm still new to this, but I seem to gravitate toward a completely different cuckolding situation, that is probably a little extreme.
I've just landed my first gf, she's really sweet and I love her. We have a great relationship, but I've always had really bad insecurities about myself (I grew up obese, have since lost the weight, but was left with loose skin, and gynocomastia) this means I really struggle to feel good enough...and has triggered a bunch of beta feelings in me.
Lately, I've been obsessing over the idea of my love, falling in love with someone else. It's not even sexual for me, but the angst of seeing it happen is the only thing that brings me sexual pleasure at the moment.
Is this normal? Am I broken?
