For many months Saraha and I had many exchanges both open and private on here about a true nature of a cuckold. I basically have been a cuckold all my life in practically every serious sexual relationship I've been in since I was 16.
She suggested because of my natural cuckold tendencies coupled with a lifetime of cuckold subservience that I would never be able to respond again to a normal sexual relationship and that at my age I needed to find a young partner and allow her to cuckold me as her desires and be fully pliant with any other areas of sexuality that I should be driven by such a horny little goddess.
She and I disagreed and having been renewed in some male aspects from serious ED I set off to find true love and a happy monogamous lifestyle. I have never been the largest male and often the smallest cock in the room but I have been sexually successful with many women and not so with others. What Saraha had argued was my sex drive is now governed by cuckold tendencies and my arousal governed by seeing my partner taken by superior males who would humiliate me because of my shortcomings.
I found a wonderful lady who was into men with smaller cocks as she had had a college sweetheart with one and found real pleasure and contentment with him and none of the discomfort she did with well hung men. She loved being able to easily take all of my cock in her mouth at once and I could ride her, banging into her as hard as I wished and it didn't hurt her insides.
However very quickly once the initial newness of two bodies discovering each other wore off, the total vanilla experience served as a sexual dampener to me and our sex life dried up in oh so many ways. The suggestion of other partners etc to this lady was a total non starter even in a win-win situation for her alone and only served to bring the relationship to a mutual conclusion with the lady suggesting not only am I totally conditioned to being sexually humiliated by 'real men' I'm physically hard wired as a cuckold.
So Saraha, always one to acknowledge when I'm wrong, I came back on here and have acknowledged this to all on here.
She suggested because of my natural cuckold tendencies coupled with a lifetime of cuckold subservience that I would never be able to respond again to a normal sexual relationship and that at my age I needed to find a young partner and allow her to cuckold me as her desires and be fully pliant with any other areas of sexuality that I should be driven by such a horny little goddess.
She and I disagreed and having been renewed in some male aspects from serious ED I set off to find true love and a happy monogamous lifestyle. I have never been the largest male and often the smallest cock in the room but I have been sexually successful with many women and not so with others. What Saraha had argued was my sex drive is now governed by cuckold tendencies and my arousal governed by seeing my partner taken by superior males who would humiliate me because of my shortcomings.
I found a wonderful lady who was into men with smaller cocks as she had had a college sweetheart with one and found real pleasure and contentment with him and none of the discomfort she did with well hung men. She loved being able to easily take all of my cock in her mouth at once and I could ride her, banging into her as hard as I wished and it didn't hurt her insides.
However very quickly once the initial newness of two bodies discovering each other wore off, the total vanilla experience served as a sexual dampener to me and our sex life dried up in oh so many ways. The suggestion of other partners etc to this lady was a total non starter even in a win-win situation for her alone and only served to bring the relationship to a mutual conclusion with the lady suggesting not only am I totally conditioned to being sexually humiliated by 'real men' I'm physically hard wired as a cuckold.
So Saraha, always one to acknowledge when I'm wrong, I came back on here and have acknowledged this to all on here.
